All Mye Queen's Men, Chronicles of Love - Volume II, page 8
Queen returned to the cabin to find an anxious X pacing the floor, uncertain what his future with his Queen held. She said not a word but went straight to him and kissed him as hard and as long as she could before he could say a word.
Stunned he kissed her as though he’d never have the opportunity to kiss her again. “I’m sorry. I know what you must think, but it’s not…”
Queen immediately interrupted him with another passionate kiss. “I love you. You don’t owe me an explanation.”
“I love you, I swear before God I do. I still love Angel, but I’m in love with you. And if you let me I want to spend the rest of my life proving it to you minute by minute and hour by hour.” X proclaimed as he held her tight enough to break her in half.
“You’d better.” Queen teased as she wiped the tears from X’s wet face.
“Don’t worry I will.” He nodded
“So when do I get to meet Katelyn?”
X drew a big breath before he answered, “Just as soon as we get back to LA.”
~*~*~
True to his word Queen met Katelyn the moment they got back to LA. X’s parents had arranged for the nanny to meet them at the airport. Everyone was teary eyed as X scooped his daughter up into his big arms and held her as if she was a precious China doll. She giggled as her dad planted wet smooches all over her face. Katelyn knew exactly who he was and she was happy to see him.
And though Queen hung back giving X his space Katelyn saw her and reached for her, melting Queen’s heart like chocolate melts in the summer sun. It was almost as if she recognized Queen. From that very moment on Queen knew that she couldn’t leave them. They needed her and oddly enough she recognized that she somehow needed them too.
Chapter 8
Life with X and Katelyn was wonderfully fulfilling. Queen soon found herself functioning in a role that she never perceived possible. She was a mom. Katelyn moved in with X and Queen almost immediately. Queen absolutely adored her and quickly became content with the transition from the single life to the mommy life.
Naturally the couple’s life quickly changed. Medical School was back in session and X continued to work at the University, the hospital and he picked up extra shifts at the Surgical Clinic. Queen offered to help with their finances, but X refused to take a penny of Logic’s… I mean Queen’s money. Basically pressed for time and completely worn the fuck out the couple’s sex life suffered greatly and we all know that was a disaster waiting to happen.
Sex, fidelity and leniency were the three things that Queen had to have to make a relationship work. She had been playing real nice and had been one hundred per cent faithfully committed to X, but she wasn’t quite sure how much longer she could go without sex. It had been six long, hard to manage weeks since the last time they had sex and Queen was almost ready to kick Teddy’s door in to get what she needed.
Like X, Queen had some issues that needed to be worked out. Unfortunately the only way she had learned to work out those issues was through sex. Not only sex but good, mind boggling sex and a whole lot of it. X knew exactly what he was up against when he took Queen on solo. Queen had replaced two, not just one overly sexed, men with X and for him to suddenly close up the candy shop on her was frankly bullshit.
“What the fuck is up?” Screamed in Queen’s mind every time he crawled in the bed next to her and took his ass to sleep. Of course Queen flew some solo flights to keep the edge off, but that only made the situation worse. Each time she flew solo either Logic or Teddy were her navigators that brought her in. Of course, this only made her want and miss them even more. And with Teddy less than a half of an hour away and begging her to come back every single day Queen didn’t think that she could hold out a second longer. Well, at least without a damn good explanation.
Unfortunately, X could not or would not offer her an explanation except, “Baby, I’m tired. I promise I’ll take care of you tomorrow.”
The problem was when tomorrow came around he had the same old line or no explanation at all. It had been over a month at this point and Queen was beside herself. She flat out demanded satisfaction, so to speak.
“What time do you get off tonight, baby?”
“I’m coming home early tonight. I’ll be home after Surgical Rounds.”
“What time is that?” Queen pressed.
“Six o’clock. Why? What’s up?”
“Actually my patience. I need some alone time with you and I am not taking no for an answer. I’m so horny I have to check behind me to make sure that I’m not leaving puddles.”
X laughed. “What?”
“X this shit is not funny. I have to have sex to function. And right now I’m officially certifiably dysfunctional, so you are going to have to handle your shit. I don’t want no damn excuses tonight. Your parents have agreed to keep Katelyn if need be. You and I are going to get into some serious grown folks shit that is illegal in about thirty nine states.”
X tried to take Queen in his arms. But she wasn’t having it. “I thought you wanted some affection. Why are you pulling away from me?”
“No! I want some dick. Fuck all this hugging and forehead kissing bullshit! I need to be fucked!”
X could tell that Queen had reached her boiling point in more ways than one. He figured he’d better figure out a way to reason with her. “Look we got about ten minutes before you have to wake Katelyn up. Come here, I’ll give you an appetizer.”
“An appetizer, huh?” Queen was intrigued. She wasn’t quite sure what X had in mind but at this stage of the game anything was better than nothing.
Fresh out of the shower and still naked beneath her robe, Queen allowed the fully dressed X to lead her back to the bed. X sat on the bed and cradled the still standing Queen in front of him. His eyes sought hers as he untied her robe and kissed her belly button. Queen’s eyes rolled back in her head as he suckled her breast and fingered her drenching wet koochie.
She let him work his finger magic for awhile but time was of the essence. Katelyn would be awake in a few minutes and Queen had to make sure she released her burden before the baby woke up. X continued to take his time enjoying Queen’s breast as if they were filled with iced cold chocolate milk. Unable to stand it any longer Queen pushed X back on the bed and prepared to mount him. But X had something else in mind. He flipped Queen on her back and gave her the clit licking of her life. Almost instantly Queen’s body vibrated in convulsions as she released hard, screaming as she came.
Mission accomplished, X kissed Queen’s stomach and announced, “I got to go to work. We’ll finish this later.”
Still virtually unconscious Queen mustered enough strength to wave goodbye. Literally seconds later Katelyn could be heard on the baby monitor. Queen grabbed her pillow, covered her face and screamed in it as she realized just how different her life had become.
X who was brushing his teeth simply laughed. “Relax; I’ll get her while you take a quick shower that is if you can walk.”
Grateful for the orgasm and the ten minute break, Queen reserved comment and simply threw the pillow at his head as she darted to the shower.
~*~*~
Confused about the whole situation, Queen naturally sought counsel with her confidant and best friend, Jade. Willing to hear, “I told your ass so!” in order to get some answers, Queen invited Jade out for a late lunch.
“I think X is cheating on me.” Queen casually confided as they sipped their Pina Coladas.
“That man ain’t cheating on you. He’s in love with you. You two are a proposal away from being an old married couple.” Jade nonchalantly replied as she closed her menu.
“Well, if he loves me so much why won’t he make love to me?”
“He’s withholding the dick?” Jade asked surprised. “Okay, what or should I say who did you do to piss him off?”
“Me? I didn’t do anything or anybody for that matter.”
“So what the hell happened? You two have been fucking like rabbits since you hooked up. What changed?”
“We became parents I guess.” Queen shrugged her shoulders.
“First of all, X is a parent. You are just his girlfriend slash part time babysitter. And second, people with kids screw just like everybody else. That’s why they end up with more kids. Come to think of it, please tell me that you’re still on birth control.”
“Of course I am, even though I haven’t needed it for the past six weeks.”
“Six weeks! You haven’t had sex in six weeks? Oh hell no! Damn! Karma is a BITCH!”
“Go ahead and say it.”
“Say what?”
“I told you so.”
“Why would I say that? In my wildest dreams I never imagined that this would be an issue with X. The man is as sexy as hell. What the fuck is the problem?”
“I don’t know. He just complains of being too tired when he gets home. He’s putting in a lot of hours at work and…”
“Stop right there. So he’s working late?”
“Yeah every night.”
“So who’s watching his daughter while he’s working late?” Jade puts the air quotes around working late.
“I am of course. Why?”
“Girl, you are as stupid as hell. Don’t you realize that you’re nothing but the hired help? Cooking and cleaning ad watching the white man’s children. On top of all that you have the nerve to be whining because he ain’t fucking you!”
“Jade you know that shit is not even fair. And you of all people ought to know better. Last time I checked your father was a white man.”
“Last time I checked he was a white man, so what? What? Did I say something politically incorrect? I didn’t say that you were the mammy.” Jade teased.
“I ought to beat your ass and call your mother and tell her what you just said. You need to stop.” Queen laughed. “Fuckin stop playing around this is serious. I think he’s cheating on me. What should I do?”
“He’s not cheating on you. Does he still get hard when he’s close to you?”
“Yeah he does. He just won’t fuck me. He’ll lick it but he won’t stick it. And you know I need a good hard dick in my life just to function.”
“Like I said before, Karma is a bitch.” Jade laughed.
“This shit isn’t funny.”
“Oh hell yeah it is. You had two rich, big dick niggas breaking your back on the regular and now you’re not even getting any. Plus your ass is broke!”
“Who’s broke? X might be broke, but Queen has a healthy bank account. He just won’t let me help him with the bills.”
“Where the hell did you get money?”
“Logic left enough money in the bank to…”
“How much?” Jade quickly interrupted.
Queen hesitated before answering.
“Bitch how much? Stop holding out on me, you know we tell each other everything. Don’t start that bullshit because you have a couple of nickels to rub together.”
“Actually I have about five hundred thousand dollars worth of nickels to rub together.” Queen responded.
“Logic gave your whoring ass five hundred thousand dollars as a departing gift? Oh my God!” Jade blurted out.
“Keep your voice down and no he didn’t. Logic gave me a five hundred thousand dollar, ‘Keep your ass away from me gift.’ And Teddy pays all of my bills to show me that he still cares.”
“You need your ass whipped!” Jade declared. “That’s all I got to say.”
“Don’t start. You know just like I know that the only option I had was to leave both of them. And trust me, not a day goes by that I don’t kick my own self in the ass for being that fucking stupid. Still that’s neither here nor there right now. I have to work with what I have, so, what do I do about X?”
“Queen, stop asking me what to do? What do you want me to say? X was supposed to be the rebound guy. Now you two are playing house with a baby no less. If you think he’s cheating on you than leave his ass and move the hell along. If it’s over it’s over. It wasn’t meant to be true love forever and ever anyway.”
“I can’t do that.”
“Why?”
Queen eyes filled with tears as she shook her head no. “I just can’t.”
“You’ve fallen for the little girl, haven’t you?” Jade concluded.
Queen looked away and did not answer.
“Okay don’t start crying and shit. Queen he’s probably not cheating on you. Just ask him what’s going on. Stop jumping to conclusions. And even if he is ready to move on with somebody else you’ll survive.”
“I love that little girl Jade. You should see her. She looks just like me. It breaks my heart every time she smiles at me and calls me Mommy. I just thought maybe one day I could be her mom.”
“Queen, just talk to X, it’ll be okay. Look speaking of mommies and babies I have the dirt on Sam’s baby daddy. Do you want to know who he is?” Jade quickly tried to change the subject and lighten the mood. “Just guess!”
Queen wiped the corners of her eyes. “Okay I’ll play along, but I don’t have a clue, so I’m going to just say Logic.”
“Nope, guess again.”
“Logic’s not the father? Oh thank you Jesus!”
“Come on guess again.”
“Jade, I don’t know. Teddy said he didn’t have sex with her so I don’t know who else it could be, unless it’s Dorian.” Queen joked.
“Bitch you need to stop playing. I wish I thought that Dorian climbed his ass up there. I’d fuck him and Sam up!”
“It’s a joke. I was kidding. I don’t know so just tell me.”
“Okay, so apparently Logic’s and Teddy’s lawyers both filed a motion to have the paternity of the alleged baby tested in the womb before they kicked out prenatal support money. So, guess what happened?”
“Jade, I don’t know… please just tell me.”
“Turns out there is no baby at all. Miss Sam claimed to have had a miscarriage, false pregnancy, indigestion, gas or some crazy ass shit like that. I don’t know. So I guess in reality she fucked her own self with her overzealous imagination and impregnated herself with her own dumb ass brand of bullshit.” Jade laughed.
“I knew that trick ass clit licker was lying. I should have whipped her ass when I had the chance. I’m just glad she didn’t stick Logic with that bullshit.”
“I bet you are!” Jade laughed. “Why’d you call that girl a clit licker?”
“Because she is! Bear told me that she was bisexual.”
“I bet his nasty ass loved that!”
“Probably so… So, I guess Logic is happy he dodged that bullet.” Queen fished for info.
“I guess he is. Why don’t you call him and see?”
“No, and don’t even start that bullshit. I’m not really that damn interested. Logic told me to leave him the hell alone and that’s exactly what I plan to do.”
“You know he’s in LA, right? He’s got a cameo in some movie, Dorian was telling me.”
“So what? What does any of that have to do with me?”
“Call him and say, ‘What’s up?’ I bet he can help you get that knot out of your back.” Jade teased.
“Jade you might as well sell that crazy bullshit somewhere else, because I’m not calling him. Let him find another hoe to fuck. ”
“Queen you know he didn’t really mean what he said. He was hurt and you know why. Call him.”
“No, and you might as well change the subject.”
“So what about Teddy, do you still talk to him?”
“Yeah, he calls and texts me every day.” Queen confessed.
“And…”
“And what?”
“What does he say?”
“Jade, you know what Bear wants to do.”
“And?”
“And it’s not on the menu right now. Speaking of menus can we order I have a hot date with a hard dick and I’ll be damned if I’m going to be late.”
“X I assume?”
“Yes! And he’d better have a damn good excuse not to fuck me tonight.”
“What if he doesn’t?” Jade asked as she cruised the menu.
“Then I guess I’ll bring Bear out of hibernation.”
“You know once you cross that bridge there’s no turning back.” Jade warned. “Teddy’s not going to play that game with you again. He’s really crazy about you Queen.”
“I know, but if X’s cheating on me than it’s over between us. I don’t know… I guess I’ll see tonight.”
Although Queen really couldn’t imagine a scenario where X was cheating on her she still couldn’t understand why the six week dry spell. Nonetheless, she was determined to get some sucky fucky from somebody tonight. So if X wasn’t putting out then his Queen would be tipping out.
Chapter 9
True to his word X arrived home early that night. Unfortunately he was in a real foul mood and Queen didn’t have a clue why. Anticipating that it was just a ploy to keep from having sex Queen resisted the urge to go there with him.
“Where’s my daughter?” He asked as he entered the house.
Caught off guard Queen simply pointed to Katelyn’s bedroom. “She’s in bed. I fed her, gave her a bath and put her to bed.”
“When?”
“About an hour ago… What’s wrong?” Queen asked as she followed X first to Katelyn’s room and then to their bedroom. “X what’s going on?”
X stopped abruptly and faced Queen. “I don’t know. You tell me!”
“Tell you what? What’s the problem?”
“Don’t play games Queen. I’m really not in the mood for bullshit, so come with it.”
“Come with what?” Queen asked confused as she searched X’s face for a clue what he was talking about.
“Fuck it! That’s how you want to play it… that’s how we’ll play it.” X grumbled as he pushed pass Queen and went back to the living room to look around.
