I'll Reach For You, page 14
Hunter and I are home alone; mom and dad left for work early this morning and won't be back until three. I can't believe there’s less than a week until school starts, but with the help of Hunter's sleeping rhythm, waking up will be a lot easier this year. Hunter’s lying with her head in my lap watching TV, while I play with her beautiful hair. It’s been over a month since I confessed my love for her and it’s been a roller coaster ride ever since. I wouldn’t trade it for anything, I love her as much as I always have. She turns to look at me with a smile.
"Are you okay?" She asks. I grin and put some of her hair behind her ear.
"Yes, more than okay," I answer honestly. I’m so happy to finally be able to sit on the couch, on a bright sunny day with her laying on top of me.
"So, what do you want to do today?" I ask her. We have at least five hours before my parents come home and I want to do something special with her but want her to decide. She looks at me thoughtfully, then stands up in front of me. I look at her confused.
"I want to take a shower." She says.
I sigh. "We have hours before mom and dad get home and you want to waste a half an hour on a shower?" I ask aggravated. She shakes her head.
"No, the shower’s going to take longer than a half an hour." She says. I roll my eyes and look at the floor disappointed.
"Don't be so grumpy." She says and takes my hands dragging me up. I stand in front of her and bite my inner cheeks. She puts her hands on my waist and looks into my sad brown eyes.
"Can't you wait for mom and dad to come home?" I beg, but she shakes her head with a smile. I sigh again, and my gaze falls to the floor. Why does she have to be so difficult sometimes?
"Skylar, look at me." I do because my eyes can’t looking at her. She watches me, her eyes full of something I’ve never seen before. It's a cross between nervousness and desire, and it confuses me. Why would she be nervous?
"Are you okay?" I ask worriedly. She simply nods and takes a hold of my shirt. She looks down at her own hands.
"I want to take a shower, but..."She stops, and I wait for her, searching her face. Hunter's hands are starting to shake, and it worries me more than anything.
"But... I want to take a shower with you." She says looking at me again with unsure eyes. My body is frozen, I can't move or breathe, and my eyes are stuck on her. Now, she’s the one seeming worried. She’s looking for me like I’ve just disappeared, and it feels like I have. I am standing here in this room in front of her trying to breathe, move and speak, but I just can't. She cups my face.
"Breath, goddammit!" She says. I take a long, deep breath. Then she wraps her arms around me and I do the same, slowly. I’m still in shock and not sure how long it’s going to last.
"Don't scare me like that." She says, upset.
"I-I'm sorry." I manage to say. Finally finding some words.
"If this is how you’re going to react when I ask to shower with you, then I’m really afraid of what’ll happen when we get into the shower." She jokes, but there’s still worry in her voice.
"I'm sorry, you just took me by surprise," I tell her, coming back to my senses.
"Does the offer still stand?" I ask she moves back to look at me and nods. I lean into her and kiss her, taste her. I still can't believe she asked me, it feels like my heart’s tickling. She starts walking back towards the stairs, I follow her, our lips still on each other. She breaks apart as we reach the first step. Hunter takes my hand and we walk up the stairs.
She reaches for the door handle of the bathroom and opens it. The strong light and the white room come to our eyes. Looking at me, she starts walking backwards with both of my hands in hers. She has a smile on her face, but deep down I know she’s nervous. This is the first time I’m going to see her, all of her, that even scares me. She let go of my hands and put hers on my waist, holding onto my white tank top. My heart is beating so hard inside my chest and my hands are shaking. It feels like I’ve lost control of everything. I watch Hunter swallow hard and now I see she’s nervous.
"You don't have to..."
"I want to." She looks at me pleading.
"Did you make that little voice in your head go away?" I ask. I want to talk to her before anything happens. I want her to calm down. I need to calm down. She shakes her head and looks at me with a smile.
"You made it go away." She tells me. I feel my cheeks redden. Hunter looks down at her trembling hands holding my shirt. She looks thoughtful.
"Can I?" She asks, as her blue eyes reach for my brown. I know she’ll feel better if I take off my shirt first, she’s very unsure about her body because of her scars. I nod, and she smiles. Hunter starts to move my shirt up and over my head, I take it and throw it on the floor. Now, I’m standing in front of her in my white bra. I watch her looking at me, her eyes searching. Then she moves closer and puts her hands on my waist, causing me to shiver. She smiles at my reaction, still, her eyes are fixed on the bare skin of my stomach. Her eyes appear fascinated. She moves her soft fingers over my flat belly making me almost stop breathing again from her touch.
"You’re so beautiful." She says, making me blush. Her eyes move up to mine, they’re full of desire and makes me want her as well, but I’ll wait patiently. Her eyes drift down to her feet and she looks uncertain.
"I love you, Hunter," I say, making her look at me again with a smile. She moves her hands up to my face and leans into me. I kiss her hard, so she knows how much I want her, how desperate I am for her. Then I put my hands on her waist. I almost wanted to pick her up, but if I did, I’d lose control. This is all in Hunter's hands, she’s the one deciding where we’ll go and how far. I’ll follow every step she takes. Her eyes are so full of hunger and desire, I feel my skin on fire. I want to touch her so badly and she knows it.
"Hunter," I beg. She takes a deep breath.
"Slowly," She says. I nod and take a hold of her black shirt. She watches me looking at her. I start pulling up her shirt, slowly, as she asked. By the time it reaches her navel, I see a scar on the right side of her stomach. It’s as long as my pointer finger. I put my hand on her waist and move my thumb slightly over it, feeling her white flesh under my skin. Moving her shirt further up, over her ribs and under her black bra there’s one on the left side. This one’s smaller, about the size of my pinky finger. I move my other thumb carefully over that one too. Then I pull the shirt over her head and now she’s standing in her bra and black sweatpants. She looks so beautiful my eyes can't turn away. Her scars don't matter to me, they make her who she is, and Hunter is perfect. I put my hands on her waist, under her right scar and my eyes drift up to hers with a smile on my face. Hunter’s biting her inner cheeks and looks uncertain. Then I start to move my fingers along her stomach feeling her warm, soft skin. This is what I’ve been craving and feel my heart smile in satisfaction. Hunter's skin turns into goosebumps. I look at her.
"Is it me? Or are you cold?" I ask. She finally smiles.
"It's you." She answers. I lean in closer and kiss her on the temple.
"I love you so much," I whisper. She looks down and shrinks from my words, it’s so adorable. I take both of her hands in mine and kiss her forehead, her cheek, and then finally her lips. Moving my hands, I pick her up, just like I wanted to. Hunter lays her arms over my shoulders and wraps her legs around me. She smiles against my lips, then she starts to nibble on my bottom lip. I remove my lips from hers and look at her, annoyed.
"Sorry." She says guiltily. I can't help but smile.
"Do you have to tease every time?" I chuckle. She leans in and kisses my cheek, her lips linger, and I feel her breath.
"Yes, you’re so cute when you’re a little upset." She whispers and starts kissing me again on the cheek, throat, and the side of my neck making my whole-body drift into thousands of emotions.
"Hunt..." She starts to nibble on my earlobe, making my knees weaken.
"Hunter." I chuckle and fall to my knees, still holding her and she’s laughing. Hunter moves back to look at me.
"You’re so weak." She giggles, mocking me as she always does. But I can't stop smiling no matter how many times she teases me.
"I’m always weak for you, Hunter," I say. She looks at me with her crooked smile and her blue sparkling eyes. I move my legs and end up sitting on my ass with Hunter in my lap. She looks at me while biting her lower lip. I push her hair behind her ears and she closes her eyes from my touch. Then I start kissing her shoulder. I move my hands to her lower back and feel my palm touch the scar I found the first time I kissed her. I start to trace it slowly with my fingers. It's in the middle of her lower back but this one’s as long as my hand. My eyes turn to Hunter's and I look at her concerned. I want to know what happened. I want to know every story about each one of them, but that’ll have to wait. As I move my hands further up, I’m finding a lot of them, so many it’s starting to frighten me. I look at Hunter unsure if this is okay because I feel the tears coming to my eyes. When I reach her shoulder blades, I can't take it anymore. There are two really long ones on each side. I pull my hands away from her; it's not that I don’t want to touch her, it’s just so painful to know someone who should’ve loved her did this. I don’t understand how I didn’t feel or notice the scars before. I’m obviously blind.
"Sky, you’re not breathing again." She says worriedly. I take a deep breath as she wipes the tears from my cheeks away.
"Sorry," I say, making her smile. Then she moves out of my lap to sit on her knees between my legs. She puts her hands on each of my thighs, moving them further and further upward. I gasp for air as her thumbs almost touch me between my legs, making every muscle in my body tense.
"I like the effect I have on you." She says with a teasing smile. She’s right, I’m vulnerable to all her caresses. I’ll do anything just to feel her touch me. She puts her hands on my shoulders and pushes herself up to her feet.
"If we keep going at this speed, we’ll not make it to the shower until tomorrow." She says, and I stand up quickly in front of her. She put her hands on my waist as she chuckles. Then her hands move down to the edge of my grey sweatpants, her fingers brushing my skin. Her touch on my lower abdomen made everything in my body shiver and it took my breath away again. She does it all the time; I don’t understand how. I bite my lower lip as she moves her fingers along the edge of my pants to my waist. Her touch tickling, but most of all in between my legs is screaming. I bite my inner cheeks trying to control myself. Then she moves her hands under my pants to my hips. I lose my self-control and pick her up again easily. Just those simple touches make my body yearn for her. I want her so badly that the fire between my thighs can't be stopped. I want her so desperately, but not in here. She smiles at me and I kiss her with all the hunger and desire I have for her. Then I move my legs walking back to the door. I walk through it and Hunter breaks from my lips.
"What are you doing?" She asks, chuckling. I give her a teasing smile, just like she does to me sometimes. I start walking to my... no, our room. I open the door while Hunter is kissing my cheek, throat and then her lips move down to my collar, making me gasp for air again. I lean her down with me on top of her on the bed. I look down at Hunt, her eyes so full of need and lust, just how I feel when she touches me. My skin is burning for her skin on mine, I want to kiss, taste, and feel every inch of beautiful her.
"I want you so bad." It felt like I was begging. Hunt smiles and puts her hands on the back of my head in my hair. God, those shivers just won't stop. She pulls me down inches from her lips, I want to taste them so much.
"I know." She whispers. I take a deep breath but can't calm the fire in my veins.
"The look in your eyes is amazing and it makes me want you more than anything." She said it so softly my heart melted. I lean down and taste her, every inch of her lips. Hers hard with lust, but still so soft. I feel it in her body she wants me. She moves her soft, warm hands on my back, reaching for my bra. I move back from her lips and look at her. She has this question in her eyes and I know what it is. I smile at her and nod. She gives me a tender kiss and I feel her hands on my back working to take it off. Then she pushes it off and throws it on the floor, leaving my torso exposed for her blue eyes to see, and her soft hands to touch. She puts her hands on my cheeks and moves up to kiss my forehead. Then she leans back down, her hands move gently over my skin from my cheeks down to my shoulders. Hunter's soft fingers brush lightly over my collarbone. I lean down to kiss her, I can't wait long to taste her. I move my lips impatiently down to her throat, then down to her collar. I put my lips over her beating heart.
"Sky..." She moans my name so sweetly as she takes a long deep breath. Her hands entangled in my hair as she pulls me down to kiss her more. My breasts are touching the hot skin on her stomach. She’s so soft and warm, then I reach her bra. I look up to her with the same question she had in her eyes just moments ago. She nods as well, and I turn us around with her above me. She has the cutest smile on her face. I move my hands to her back, feeling the scars on her skin, but still, I take off her bra, slowly. I throw it away and she starts kissing my collarbone. I put my hands on the back of her head pinning her down continuing to kiss me. Every time her lips touch me, electricity shoots through my whole body. She moves her lips down to my chest, tasting my breast.
"God, Hunt." I moan as she bits, my little teaser. She puts her hands on my waist and kisses down between my breasts, her lips move down to my navel. I shoot up as she bites me again in the center of my abdomen.
"Hunt, please," I beg. The tingling feeling between my legs is screaming for her. I want her to touch me, I want to feel her. Her hands grip the edge of my sweatpants.
"Can I?" She asks as she kisses my abdomen, her lips linger, and I feel her breath on my skin.
"God, Hunt. Don't even ask." I say impatiently. She starts pulling down my pants and I help, kicking them off my feet. Then she puts her hands on each of my thighs and kisses my stomach again. If she doesn't satisfy the craving between my legs soon, I’m going to scream. Hunt moves her soft hands over my hot skin underneath the panties on my hips. Moving her lustful lips further and further down, to the edge of my panties.
"Hunt," I beg.
"I know." She answers softly and starts pulling down my underwear. Then she moves back up to taste my lips. I put my feet on her pants and start working them off with my toes. She kicks the pants off and I feel her naked legs on mine, so warm. I kiss her greedily, I just want her so badly. Hunter's thigh falls between my hungry legs. I rise and wrap my arms around her back, feeling the scars on her warm body.
"Hunt". I moan as she moves up, my nails sink into Hunter's skin on their own. She winces, which I notice.
"I'm sorry," I say and put my hands flat on her back again. She brushes the hair that fell over my face away.
"It's okay." She says. I’m not sure what happened since she’s in control, but I like it. She should be the one in charge because I’m not sure where we’re going, so I follow her every move. She moves to take off her underwear, then comes back to me. Her lips reach mine and her thigh hits me again. I move my hands down to the sheets and grab a hold of them. Hunt shakes her head.
"Hold me." She whispers. Now I’m the one shaking my head.
"If I do, I’ll hurt you," I warn her. She leans down to kiss me, her thigh moving again. I grab the sheets harder, gasping for air. My body moves up and I kiss the side of her neck.
"I don't care. I want you to hold me, please." She begs. I nod and put my arms around her again, earning a smile on her face and a kiss on the cheek.
"Hunt..."
"I know." She does, she always does. Hunt starts moving against me again, making the fire burn even more between us. Bringing me closer to my need. At first, she moved slowly, but faster now. I can't stop my nails from digging into her skin again.
"I'm sor..."
"Don't." She cuts me off and starts kissing my throat. I feel her bite me while she’s moving on me. My breathing becomes heavy.
"Hunt." I moan so loud it scares me. I close my eyes almost ready, I can feel it so close.
"Hunt... don't... stop." I pant, but she does. I open my eyes full of fury and confusion. She has a teasing smile on her face, I should have known.
"Dammit, Hunt... ER!" I feel her fingers slipping between my legs making me jolt, almost hitting her head with mine. My annoying, teasing girlfriend is full of surprises. She starts kissing my collar and moves her hands back up to cup my breasts, sending shivers through my body.
"Hunt," I beg. She kisses me further down until she meets my thighs. She kisses each of them teasing me so much I put my hands in her hair, making it messier than it was. She bites the skin on my thigh hard enough to leave a mark, moving her sinister tongue closer and closer until she’s there. My body arches up to her, I’m as ready as I can be. I move my hands from her hair and hold onto the sheets again. Hunt's tongue is moving so smooth and tenderly, my hands are clenched hard onto the sheets. My heart’s beating so fast I’m afraid it’ll jump out of my chest and I’m panting so hard it feels like my lungs will soon explode. I’m close, so goddamn close.
"Hunt..." I grab the sheets and explode against Hunter, a wave of sensation flowing through my body. It’s the best feeling I’ve ever have experienced, especially since it’s with Hunter. God, I love her so much. Hunt kisses my thigh and lays her head down, breathing heavily.
"Come here," I say after I catch my breath. She moves, and I help her up. Hunt lays on top of my exposed body, with her head on my chest. She reaches down and pulls the duvet over us. I lay my hands on her warm back and feel the marks on her skin.
"I hear your heart beating." She says and turns her head to kiss over it.
"I love you so much, Hunt. But do you really have to bite and tease all the time?" I ask, and she burst out in laughter. I move my fingers lightly over every scar I find on her back. I haven't seen her back yet, but I feel them clearly under my hands.
"Of course, your body is teasing me, so I have to tease it back." She says making me chuckle.
