Clueless (Squad Goals Book 1), page 13
I jackknife off the bed with an intense pleasure lighting me up. Fuck yes, I see the attraction now.
I hear the snick of the bathroom door opening and look to my right.
The sexiest fucking man ever.
Lexi is wearing a Flora Vista cheerleading outfit, but instead of his usual cheerleading pants, he’s wearing a pleated skirt that reaches just above mid-thigh. I can see his muscular, hairy thighs. His top is smaller than usual, so his belly button and treasure trail are on display. Those toned biceps of his are bulging, and I can’t wait to see his muscles move when he’s fucking into me later.
His eyes widen, taking in what I’m doing. He looks at me and licks his lips.
“Can I watch?”
“Of course you can, my love,” I gasp as I swipe my prostate again.
“Maybe, next time, I can stretch you?” he asks, walking over to me. “I want to play too.”
I open my legs wider so he can see exactly what I’m doing to myself.
“Ryder,” he moans, biting his lip. “Fuck, look at you. I definitely want to play.”
“Next time. We’re forever, so we have all the time in the world to explore each other’s bodies.” I pull my fingers out of my ass. “Grab the lube and slick me up. I need to be in you before I explode. You’re so fucking beautiful, Lexi.”
He covers my cock in lube and gives it a few extra tugs.
“I love the weight of you in my hand,” he says, smiling down at me. “Can I straddle you?”
“You fucking better.”
I need him in me.
He throws a leg over my waist and looks down at me, eyes full of love and lust.
“You fucked me so good this morning that I hardly need to be stretched,” he says as he lines up my dick and slowly slides down on it until he bottoms out. “You feel so good filling me up. I want you inside me always.”
He leans down and gives me a filthy kiss before sitting up and leaning back, bracing himself on my thighs. He starts thrusting slowly.
“I love you, Ryder. I have loved you for so long, and now you’re mine. And I’m yours. You can do anything you want to me, and I’ll take it because I know how much you worship me. My ass is going to get filled over and over and over again by your seed. Your cum will be pouring out of me. You own me, Ryder, and I own you.”
I was going to let him take control, but his words break me.
“Mine,” I growl, grabbing his waist and plowing into him hard and fast.
“Yours, Ryder. Only yours.” Lexi moans as I keep up the punishing pace. He clenches his ass, and it’s all over for me. I come harder than I ever have in my life. Ropes and ropes pour out of me into his warm, tight hole.
Spent, I flop my arms and legs onto the bed.
Lexi slides off my dick and lifts my legs up. He aligns his dick with my hole and slowly presses in. I feel a slight burn as my ass stretches to take all of him. I love topping, but I can’t deny that the feeling of Lexi on me—in me—isn’t intoxicating.
My body is full of him. His love and his dick. My favorite combination.
“Ryder, Ryder, Ryder,” he chants. “Fuck, I’m not going to last long.”
“Fuck me hard.”
“It’s your first time,” he says, biting his lip.
“I want to feel you always. Please,” I beg.
“Okay.” He starts thrusting into me hard, but I’m sure he’s holding back. Before I can say anything, he starts his sexy talk again.
“I can feel you dripping out of my ass as I fuck into you. We have to do it the other way around at some point so you can experience this. You’ll lose your mind.” He groans loudly. “Ryder, you’re too tight. I’m not going to last.”
I clench my ass like he does and watch as his eyes roll back into his head. He groans as he pumps his cum into me.
I catch him as he blacks out and lay him over my chest.
“I love you,” he whispers as he returns to consciousness.
“I love you too, baby.”
Everything with Lexi is on another level. I really wish he hadn’t pined for me for so long, but I’m glad this is where we’ve ended up. I meant what I said to his dads. Marriage is in our cards. Maybe even a cute little dog.
As long as he is in my life, I know it’s going to be a great one.
Epilogue
10 Years Later
Lexi
“Coffee for Lesley,” the barista calls out, and I walk up to the cart to collect my drinks. Lesley is kinda similar to Lexi, I guess.
“Thanks,” I say with a smile, taking the to-go cups and looking for Ryder. I spot him over by a trash can, holding a leash in one hand and wiping his shirt with a wad of napkins in the other.
“What happened to you?” I ask, looking at the large coffee stain on his white shirt.
“Some dude totally walked into me on purpose and spilled his drink. Fucker.” He throws the napkins into the trash and looks at me. “He then asked for my number. Can you believe that?”
“I can actually.” I hand him his coffee. “He was trying to manufacture a meet-cute.”
“Like from a rom-com?” His jaw drops. “I’m wearing a fucking wedding ring. I hope he always cuts his nails too short right before he puts together a puzzle.”
I laugh and lean in for a kiss. He slips his tongue past my lips, making me groan like I always do. A little yelp gets my attention, and I look down at our retriever/dachshund mix.
“I’m sorry, Regina. Did I not give you attention?” I ask, bending to give her scratches and a puppichino. I smile as she laps it up. I look up to find Ryder grinning at us.
It’s been a great ten years. My dads started their own cheer club for all ages, and I joined them four years ago. There are quite a few clubs now, and there’s talk about creating a league. It’s my perfect job. I get to cheer and help people learn and enjoy cheering. Even Ryder took a few classes and loved it. The best part is that the club is only one town over from Flora Vista, so we got to live on the beach and still stay close enough that Ryder could work at Garrett’s garage.
Which he co-owns now. It’s perfect because Garrett has more time for a personal life, and Ryder is enjoying putting his degree, as well as his love of cars, to use.
We still see all our cheer queers. Tucker and Gio are literally our next-door neighbors.
We still have our movie nights with Kait. Except they are now monthly, and we only watch one movie because there is no way I’m putting a movie on after nine p.m.
It’s been a whirlwind decade. There have been fights and stress, but we always come out the other side together. I’ve loved Ryder for fourteen years, and I would do it all again. The pining, the longing. I would do it all again to end up here where we belong.
Together.
The End.
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Acknowledgements
Thank you to my beta readers; Lark Taylor for all of the aggressive supportive and being the best sprinting partner. Cora Rose for all of your positive encouragement. Your notes and comments have been so helpful. Even the unhinged suggestions.
Thank you to my lovely editor Abbie Nicole, for making this book lovely and shiny.
Thank you to my wonderful PA's, Kim and Rachel. I'm so grateful for everything the both of you do for me.
Lastly, thank you to my husband, for the kid wrangling so I could write, and providing me with tea and snacks.
Willow Thomas, Clueless (Squad Goals Book 1)
