I painted for peace. I painted for all the tears that fell over in the sands of the Middle East. I painted for Timothy. One day soon, the tears will stop. And the world will know peace.

  Until then, my only mission is for Cesar to feel at peace with me.

  And that’s all that really matters.

  We’re going to start kicking this “adult thing” in the butt together.

  Extended Epilogue

  CESAR

  I reflect back on the time I first headed into the shrink’s office…

  Dr. Nevins glanced up at me from her thick spectacles and bushy eyebrows. I remember thinking that she sure wasn’t the most beautiful woman in the world, but that it would probably be a good thing. I wasn’t there to sleep with her. I was supposed to be working my shit out.

  I remember glancing around at all the diplomas decorating her yellow walls and thinking to myself– I shouldn’t be here. It hadn’t been my first rodeo with a ‘professional’. Countless hours docked while telling my feelings to a stranger. But this was my first time with her.

  I remember thinking that if she asked me the ‘and how does that make you feel?’ question that every psychiatrist asks, I was walking out. But, Dr. Nevins didn’t really delve into much that first visit.

  She started with basic shit. What do I do for a living? Name of some friends. Simple stuff.

  “How has it been since you’ve been back?”

  I shrug. “Fine, I guess.”

  “The locals treating you ok?”

  It’s typical shrink shit going on. She’s in an ugly pant suit, with glasses and a yellow legal pad. All she’s missing are a pair of ugly shoes to match.

  I plaster a smile. “They’ve all been fine.”

  “That so?” She scribbles on her pad.

  I squirm. “Yeah. I even met someone.”

  I don’t know why I’m bringing Janelle into this, but the shrink makes me feel uneasy.

  “Who? A woman?”

  I crack a smile. “Yes. Her name is Janelle.”

  She shakes her head. “Tell me about her.”

  “She works with me. She hates me I think. But she’s a nice distraction.”

  She sets the legal pad down. “Is that all she is? A distraction to you?”

  I shift in my seat again. “Well, yeah. I was having sex with someone else and called out her name instead when I was…releasing.”

  “Oh, so she’s a big distraction.”

  “I guess so.”

  “I think a distraction is fine for a while. But, Cesar, you’re going to have to face it all.”

  I run a hand over the scruff on my chin. “I can’t.”

  “Well, it’s a good thing you came to me. It isn’t an easy fix. There isn’t a time frame in overcoming things from our past. You don’t have to have everything figured out right away. I say if the girl makes you happy, then maybe you should explore that.”

  I glance up, meeting her in her blue eyes. “Yeah?”

  “Sure, why not?”

  I shake my head. “I don’t know. Like I told you, I don’t even think I’m on her radar.”

  “Listen, you don’t have to figure it all out today. Just take it one day at a time. And you have to start somewhere. Maybe start with her.”

  Present Day

  I walk into the brownstone Janelle and I now share and say her name to see if she’s home.

  “Just in here,” she calls back.

  She’s painting in our spare bedroom in only a bra and panties, and when I enter the room she is there and sexy as ever. Her beautiful curly waves fall over her skin. And there’s a smudge of lavender paint on her chin.

  “I just got back from my last appointment.”

  It was finally over.

  I’m sure I would see Nevins again from time to time, but not now. For now I could take a break from all the therapy. I had a life to live, and a beautiful woman to live it with. She was my therapy.

  When I stepped into the room, loving eyes stare at me with a subtle reverie. She lowered her head and walked over to stand in front of me. When she lifted her eyes to mine she raised a hand and unbuttoned my top button.

  Her eyes glossed over as she parted her lips. A strong awareness of my heartbeat took over my senses and my nerve endings stood on end. My fingers ached to touch her as she unbuttoned the next button. My mouth watered and my cock strained against my pants. Both hands trembled with the need to touch her. I raised both arms and rested my hands along her hips.

  “Janelle, I’ve been thinking about you all day,” I hissed.

  She raised a hand to my mouth and quieted me. I sucked on her fingers as she brought her lips to mine. Our lips crashed together as her finger traveled along my neck. Her lips against mine were the paradise I had been searching for. I stepped closer to close the small distance between us and pressed my hardening dick against her flat stomach. She moaned at the pressure and I placed my hands under her legs and picked her up in my arms and headed to the bedroom.

  I flung the doors open and slammed it shut with her body pressed up against it.

  “Turn around,” I commanded.

  She turned around and placed both hands against the door. I ran my hands along her hips and across her fine, firm ass. I unsnapped her bra and let it fall to the floor as she breathed restlessly. I lowered my hand to the back of her panties and ripped them off of her at the seams.

  “Spread your legs,” I demanded with a firm tone. I had envisioned this so many times. I wanted to feel all of her, to make her bend to my will. I wanted to take my time to savor all of her.

  She spread her legs as I traveled my hand further up her legs. She was soaked by pleasure and I slide my fingers in my mouth to taste her need for me. I stepped back to look at her and the sight took my breath away. Kneeling on my knees, I scooted closer to her. Rubbing my face along her ass, I glide my hand up the inside of her thigh. I could smell the sweet freshness her body emitted and wanted to get closer.

  “You’re so fucking perfect. Lean forward.” She pressed her head on the door and stuck her ass closer to my face. Spreading her legs further with a quick jerk, I took her pussy in my mouth. I sucked along her wetness and ran my tongue across her clit. She let out a soft moan as I plunged a finger deep inside her. Fuck she felt so good. I continued sucking as she groaned with pleasure. I ran my tongue along her pussy again and slapped her ass with my free hand. She yelped with excitement and I continued to work on sucking her harder.

  Rubbing my thumb along her clit while I sucked her, she panted my name. She tasted so good and I never wanted to stop. I delved my tongue deep into her pussy as she clenched her inner walls around it. Her legs shook and I stood with a jolt and grabbed one of her hands from the door. I jerked her to the bed and pushed her down on her back. I climb eagerly on top of her. Excited to be inside of her yet again today.

  “God, you’re stunning.”

  She smiled and reached her hand to finish unbuttoning my shirt. I yanked at it as the buttons flew through the air, scattering along the floor.

  She sat up and ran her tongue along my smooth muscles. It felt like she was lighting my skin on fire. The heat between us hung in the air and I felt my heartbeat pound in my chest.

  I felt more alive than I had with any other woman in my life. She was so fucking beautiful I would never get my fill of her.

  I grabbed at her knees and brought her legs further down the bed as she fell onto her back. Her legs dangled off the edge of the bed and I stood and stared down to her. She was so hot and ready for me. I knelt down on the floor and threw her legs over my shoulder.

  I peppered kisses along her thigh as she lifted her ass off the bed. I slammed my mouth into her pussy sucking as deep as I could. I plunged my tongue into her sweet center as she grabbed at my hair with her fingers. She dug her heels into my back bringing me closer to her.

  I rubbed her clit in circles with my thumb and finger. I moved my head back and forth as I fucked her with my tongue. She rocked along my face with an urgency as she moaned and groaned.

  Her orgasm was close telling from how much hotter she had become. I fucked her pussy with my face until I felt her knees tighten around my head. She bucked underneath me as she screamed out my name.

  My hard length throbbed with need as she let loose and I could taste her juices flowing. As soon as she came for me she relaxed her legs and I traveled up her body to kiss her breasts.

  Her eyes were fixed on me and she cooed while running her fingers through my hair. I stared down to her and placed both hands aside her head. I was still standing on the floor while she was underneath me. I sunk my lips into hers as she wrapped her legs around my back.

  I leaned up to look into her eyes. “My test results finally came back and I’m clean. Are you a month on the birth control yet?” I asked her.

  “Yes, baby,” she said as she brought her hands down to my zipper. She undid my pants and I shimmied out of them.

  “I have to be inside of you. I want to feel every part of you.” I rubbed a hand down my dick and lined it up to her pussy. She scooted her ass closer to my raging cock and begged for it. She moaned my name and I slammed my cock into her. I reached my hands and grabbed her ass and controlled her. I stood at the edge of the bed slamming myself into her tight pussy.

  “You feel so good, Fuck.”

  She closed her eyes and arched her back off the bed. I had never come alive this way with another woman before, the feeling of her wrapped around me was turning me on more than anything. Her long legs wrapped around my back as she moaned and groaned. Fuck, this was heaven. I wanted to be gentler with her but all the pent up energy from the day was exploding into this animalistic passion.

  I slammed my cock in further as she cried out my name. Her body was on fire and she squeezed my dick beautifully. I took my dick out of her and flipped her over on the bed. She scooted up to the head of the bed and stuck her ass in the air. I stood mesmerized just staring at her for a moment until she turned her head and said, “Well what are you waiting for?”

  I charged the bed and saddled up right behind her as I grabbed a handful of her pert ass. The feeling of her skin beneath my fingers was one I would never forget. I had to make her orgasm again for me. It was my mission for the remainder of the night, so instead of slamming my cock, which so badly wanted to be in there, I plunged a finger deep inside her.

  I strummed her clit with my thumb as I finger-fucked her from behind. Leaning over her body as my fingers worked magic, I turned her head with my free hand and kissed her. Adding another finger to her wet core, I twirled my tongue around in her mouth. She was so turned on she had a hard time kissing me from the moans escaping her mouth.

  “Fuck, I want you to come for me,” I said.

  She grinded her body into my hands as she cooed and awed, and I worked my fingers harder and deeper inside her.

  She was on the brink of coming undone and I knew she was close. The smell of her sexual arousal filtered through the air and made me hornier than I had ever been. My cock twitched and throbbed wanting to release deep inside her. I positioned myself on my knees behind her as I fingered her sex. I slapped her ass with my free hand and she let out a wail.

  “I’m coming…Oh God,” she cried as I continued my assault on her pulsing flesh. She let out a string of curse words as she released her cum all over my fingers.

  My cock strutted forward as she sank into the bed.

  She turned over as I smiled down to her. “Do you want me to keep going, or have you had enough,” I asked.

  Her eyebrow raised and she smiled. “Come here.” She raised her arms to me and I hung my head over her face. With each hand resting beside her face I leaned in and claimed her lips. These lips were mine now, I could have them whenever I wanted and I needed to make sure that she knew it. That she would never forget it.

  “I’ll never get enough of you, Cesar.” She cooed.

  I grabbed my dick as it stood at attention and glanced down to Janelle’s striking body. Her tits sat up straight off her body while she was flat on her back. Reaching down and taking one firm breast in my hand, I leaned my head to the other breast and flicked my tongue against her aroused nipple.

  She ran her fingers through my hair and moved them further down my back. As her nails raked my backside she squeezed my ass which ignited my blaze of desire. I moaned against her sweet breast and lightly nipped at her.

  The sunset shone through our window and bounced off her perfect form. She was fucking perfect and I ground my cock against her. I leaned onto my elbows as I stared down at her.

  Crazy thoughts entered my brain as I stared at her. A white dress. Babies. Rocking chairs. What the hell? It made perfect sense. I wanted forever with this woman. That’s what I wanted.

  I stopped what I was doing, jolted straight up in the bed, and closed my eyes. Dammit, I should have bought the ring first, but fuck it. There’s no time better than the present.

  “Is everything ok?” she asked while rubbing her fingers across my back.

  “Marry me, Janelle.”

  “What?”

  “Let’s spend the rest of our lives figuring out this adult shit together.”

  Her eyes are glistening.

  I haven’t scared her shitless. In fact, she’s happy.

  “Yes!” she exclaimed. “Yes, I will marry you.”

  And that’s exactly what the two of us did.

  Married, adulting, and loving every minute of it.

  * * *

  Thank you for reading CESAR. It is the third novel in the Overwatch Division Series, and I hope you enjoyed it. My next series is a seriously hot Italian Mafia Series and first up in that series is CARMINE. Grab it at its lowest price or for free on Kindle Unlimited today.

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  MAXIM

  SERGEI

  VIKTOR

  The Overwatch Division

  WYATT

  ASA

  CESAR

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  UMBERTO

 

 

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