Jackie Collins, page 60
"I saw her across the room at a crowded party," Gordon said. "Took one
look and knew my life was over.
They all laughed.
"Hmm," Odile said, pretending to sound cross. "Your life was only just
beginning, and you know it."
He grinned. "She's right. Before Odile I was a womanizer. After I
met her I repented."
"Oh, yes, did you repent," said Odile, smiling at her husband.
"Before you met me you were a dog!"
Marik took Cyndra's hand in his. "I kind of feel the same way
myself."
This was news to her. She knew he liked her a lot, but he'd never
expressed any serious intentions.
"It looks like you two are pretty cozy already," Odile said. "Do I
hear moving-in-together noises?"
Gordon sipped a glass of brandy. "We like to see our artists happy.
And I have some news, Cyndra, that should make you very happy
indeed."
"Yes?"
"Your record broke the top forty."
She was wild with excitement. "It did?"
"True."
"Oh, this is so great!" She turned to Marik. "Did you know about
this?"
He grinned sheepishly. "Yeah, I knew, but Gordon's the boss, he wanted
to tell you himself."
"I needed some good news in my life."
"Baby, you're gonna get all the good news you can handle," Marik
said.
Later they made love. She thought about Gordon at home with his pretty
wife and his two little children. He'd never so much as secondglanced
her. She was a recording artist-his recording artist, and that was all
she meant to him. One of these days he'd look at her in a different
fashion. One of these days he'd want her as much as she wanted him.
Cyndra knew there was no such thing as an ungettable man.
Later that night Nick dropped by to catch Joey's act. The club had not
improved in his absence, nor had the lackluster hostesses.
Joey was funny. He had genuine talent-a talent he was pissing away in
this joint.
"You promised you were comin' out to stay with me," Nick said.
"Hey, man, you're like a nursemaid," Joey complained. "Stop checkin'
up on me."
"Tell you what-you come to L.A. an' I'll try to get you a role in my
new movie.
Joey's lip curled. "Oh, big star now. You can get me a role, huh?"
"Maybe. But not if you're sitting on your ass in New York."
"I ain't sittin' on my ass, man. I'm workin' for a living."
Nick took a good look at Joey. He wasn't an expert, but he could've
sworn his friend was back on drugs.
"I'm sending you a ticket," he said.
"I can buy my own ticket."
"Hey, listen-I got more money than you. Take advantage of it while you
can.
"Fuck you," said Joey, grinning.
"Likewise," Nick replied.
He called Meena when he got back to the hotel. "I need a favor."
"Just tell me one thing," she said, sounding annoyed.
"What?"
"Who said you could fly to New York without telling me?"
"Am I supposed to check in?"
"No, but you are supposed to be in costume fittings tomorrow morning at
nine a. m. sharp."
"I'll be back in forty-eight hours."
"In the future, tell me."
"Yes, Mommy."
"Hilarious, Nick," Meena said dryly. "What's the favor?"
"I got this talented friend. I'd like him to have a part in the
movie.
She couldn't control her amusement. "Who do you think you are -Burt
Reynolds?"
"At least get him in for a reading."
"What part did you have in mind?"
"He'd be good as the jail snitch."
"They've got someone they like."
"Make em see him, Meena. He's good."
"Very well, Nick, I'll try to arrange it. By the way, what are you
doing in New York?"
"My publicist taught me one thing."
"What's that?"
"Always keep em guessing!"
In the morning he took a brisk walk through Central Park. A couple of
girls recognized him, clutched each other and fell into fits of
hysterical giggles.
Back at the hotel he called Jessie and told her he was definitely
coming to her dinner.
"I'm delighted," she said. "Will you be bringing a date?"
"No, I'll be alone." He paused for a moment. "Uh, Jessie "Yes?"
"Put Lauren next to me.
"You mean Oliver's wife?"
"Yeah. You see, Lauren and I . we, uh . . . we knew each other along
time ago."
"I wasn't aware of that."
"We lost touch, so it would be nice to catch up on old times. No big
thing-but if you can seat her next to me I'd appreciate it."
"Of course, Nick. I look forward to seeing you."
Jessie put the phone down thoughtfully. Far be it from her to read
anything into it, but it did seem rather odd that at first Nick had
called to get Oliver's number and now he was requesting that Oliver's
wife be seated beside him.
Oh, well, it wasn't for her to question, it was just for her to do.
She had an interesting group planned, and Nick Angel would make it even
more so.
If her instincts were correct it was going to be quite an evening.
Lauren had been back from her trip to Rome for five weeks when she
realized something was wrong. She'd been feeling queasy for a few
days, and when she checked her calendar she realized she was late.
This was unusual, because she was never late.
One big thought loomed at the center of her mind-was she pregnant?
Once she'd started to think about it she couldn't stop. She went to
the gym and vigorously worked out. Then she came home and sat in a hot
bath for an hour. She wanted a baby, and yet it wasn't possible
because Oliver had never made love to her. So, if she was pregnant,
how was she going to explain it?
I will not have an abortion. I will not kill another baby.
What are you going to do now, Roberts?
I don't know.
See where your little jaunt in Rome got you?
Shut up! Shut the fuck up!
There was only one answer. She had to get Oliver to make love to her
properly.
He arrived home from the office early for a change.
"Can we talk?" she asked, handing him a martini.
He seemed distracted. "If we're going to the Georges' tonight, I have
several calls to make before we leave."
"Oliver," she said evenly. "I'm requesting a conversation. Is that
too much to ask?"
"Of course not. I am merely pointing out I must make these calls
before we go. Can our talk wait until later?"
"You're always tired when we come home."
"I won't be tired," he promised. "I'll make time for you."
Oh, how generous! The truth was he was beginning to get on her
nerves.
She wondered if she could cancel the dinner engagement. If they didn't
go she'd have Oliver to herself and maybe, just maybe You have to get
it up before you can get it in, Roberts.
I told you-shut the fuck up!
The thought of calling Jessie and canceling out at this late hour was
not one she relished. Jessie would throw a fit, especially as they
hadn't seen her in a while.
With a sigh she realized they'd have to go.
She put on a simple black dress, brushed her hair and took extra care
with her makeup. Then she stood back and surveyed her image.
Since she'd been doing the Marcella girl campaign there was a certain
glow about her. Oliver called it the glow of success.
She wondered if it was the glow of having great sex with Lorenzo.
Once.
Once was not enough.
She was too guilty to do it twice.
Walking into the Georges' apartment she felt as if she should head
straight for the kitchen and start cooking.
Jessie had gathered together her usual interesting mix, it would not be
a dull evening.
She lifted a drink from a passing waiter, and spoke briefly to one of
Oliver's competitors from a rival agency.
"Congratulations," the man said, standing too close. "I've seen the
Marcella ads-they're very sleek. Trust Oliver to find the face of the
year and marry it."
"I'm glad you like them," she said, backing away. "You have excellent
taste."
He chortled. "So does Oliver.
She had her back to the door, but she sensed somebody important
entering. Turning around she was startled to see Emerson Burn. His
mane of hair was longer and wilder and he had acquired an even deeper
suntan. Pale beige leather pants emphasized his long legs and he wore
a stylish fringed jacket. The girl with him looked about twelve.
It didn't take long before he made his way over to her. "How you
doin', luv?" he said, as if they were best friends. "I ear you got
married."
"I hear you got divorced," she responded coolly.
He didn't seem too concerned. "It was bound to appen. Nature drove me
bleedin' bonkers. Crazy bird."
Lauren indicated the young girl hovering by the door. "Is that your
daughter you're with-or a date?"
"Ha-ha, still a comedian."
"You always bring out my sense of humor, Emerson."
"That's not exactly what you bring out in me." He pointed at Oliver
across the room. "Is that the old geezer?"
"Don't call Oliver an old geezer.
"He ain't exactly in the first flush of youth," he said, scrutiniz
her.
"You're lookin' pretty good. Marriage must agree with ing you.
"You should know. How many times have you done it now?"
"Enough to know better."
Lorenzo swept down on them. His suit was impeccable. His accent was
charming. He kissed her on both cheeks. "Ah, bellissima, every other
woman in the room pales beside you.
"Cor blimey," Emerson said. "I've 'eard a load of cobblers in me time,
but this takes the cake."
"Emerson, meet Lorenzo Marcella."
"It is my pleasure," Lorenzo said, proffering a manicured hand. "I
listen to your music-it brings me much delight."
"What do you do, Lorenzo?" Emerson asked.
"He owns Marcella Cosmetics," Lauren said quickly. "It's an Italian
firm whose products are just about to hit the American market."
"Em." Emerson's petite young girlfriend marched determinedly over with
a frown on her face and a plaintive whine in her voice.
"You left me standing over there by the door. I don't know anybody
here. How can you do that to me?"
"Shush, luv, there's grownups present."
"Yes," Lorenzo said, ignoring the interruption. "Lauren is the
Marcella girl. Starting next month you will see her face
everywhere."
"Well," Emerson said cheerfully, "it's a pretty enough face."
Shortly before dinner she began to feel queasy. She hurried into the
bathroom, soaked a towel with cold water and held it to her forehead.
I'm pregnant.
How do you know?
Because I do.
Then it's your own fault.
Oh, God! How was she going to explain it to Oliver?
Sweetheart, I know we've never had proper sex, but something miraculous
has happened. We've had an immaculate conception.
It didn't sound too convincing.
When she emerged from the bathroom everyone was seated. She entered
the dining room and slid into her seat. Lorenzo was on her left. "Are
you feeling all right?" he asked solicitously.
"Fine, thank you."
She turned to see who was seated on her other side and could not
believe it.
"Hi, Lauren," said a familiar voice. "It's been a long time."
Nick.
Nick Angelo.
Her past swept over her, rendering her speechless.
Their eyes met and locked together. For a moment she couldn't catch
her breath. She felt her heart pounding in her chest and she didn-'t
know what to do. There was no escape.
"Hello, Nick," she said weakly. "This is a surprise."
"I guess we're destined to meet at Jessie's parties, huh?" he said.
"It seems that way," she replied, trying to sound as casual as he.
Oh, God! His eyes were the same piercing green. His hair still jet
black and curly. He still had the indentation in the middle of his
chin which drove her totally crazy.
"It's good to see you," he said, thinking that she looked more
beautiful than ever.
"You too," she murmured.
They talked all the way through dinner. She never turned to her other
side and Lorenzo was not pleased.
They started off with superficial talk, gradually getting more
personal, until eventually he mentioned his trip back to Bosewell and
that he'd heard about her parents and how sorry he was.
She nodded. "It was a frightening time."
"You do know I wrote you," he said, staring at her intently.
"No, I didn't know that."
"Yeah, many times. I guess there was nowhere for the letters to go.
I also wrote you a long letter when I left town explaining why I had to
leave."
"Where did you send it?"
"I left it with Louise at the drugstore. She said she never had a
chance to give it to you, but I didn't know that until I went back."
He continued staring into her eyes. "How're you doing?"
"Fine," she said, not knowing how she was managing to talk at all.
"So you got married," he said.
"Yes. That's my husband at the other table," she said, pointing Oliver
out.
He took a good look. "I don't wanna be rude or anything, but isn't he
too old for you?"
"You are being rude," she said, trying to breathe evenly.
He grinned. "Yeah, well, remember me? I was never Mr. Polite."
She couldn't help smiling back. Yes, she remembered him, she
remembered him only too well. For a moment she got lost in his green
eyes and it was all over. "I thought you didn't care," she murmured.
"I thought the same about you.
She broke the stare and grabbed her glass of wine. Her hand was
shaking and she wished it wasn't, but there was nothing she could do
about it. "It was a long time ago-we were both very young.
"Yeah," he agreed. "Little kids."
"Not that little."
He leaned closer. "You're so goddamn beautiful."
"Nick . . . I . .
She gulped more wine.
