Finding Dandi, page 26
“We’ll go slow, and you can tell me when something feels good.” Dandi held on to his shoulders as he kissed her collarbone. Butterflies fluttered in her stomach as his tongue traced the underside of her breast. “Velvet, you are soft as velvet,” he whispered sweet words that made her quiver. When his warm mouth enclosed her nipple and began to suck, she whimpered a moan of gratitude. She pushed the curtain of blonde hair back from his face so she could watch him suckle hungrily at her flesh. Seeing the ecstasy on his face was almost as erotic as the pleasure he was giving her.
Dandi caressed his head, working her fingers through his hair as he made his tantalizing journey from one nipple to the next. “This feels amazing,” her whole body was in tune with every pull of his lips, her pussy was opening and closing, her hips were dipping into the mattress as she simulated the movements they would make if he were making love to her. Lucas plumped her breasts, pushing them together, molding them, rubbing one nipple as he sucked the other. She tried to isolate each gift he gave her – the deep draws, the nips, swirling his tongue round and around her areola – all of it was so good it made her body weep. She was more than ready to be taken.
As his lips left her breasts to feather their way up to her collarbone, he talked to her. His words were as satisfying as his loving. “You’ll never know how much I’ve longed for you. I don’t regret one day I’ve waited for you; there is no one in this world that I love as much as you. If I had to wait an eternity for you, it would have been worth it.” It began to dawn on Dandi exactly what their relationship was – it was serious. Lucas wasn’t playing with her, he was devoted to her.
“Lucas, I didn’t realize. I didn’t understand.” She would have continued her explanation, but what he was doing didn’t allow for something so mundane as thinking. He settled between her thighs and began slide his lips down from her breasts, past her belly button, and Dandi began to pant as she saw where he was headed. Her whole body seemed to sing with anticipation.
“Do you want this? Do you want me to kiss your pussy?” His hand caressed her body, wandering from her waist to her breast – playing with her nipple as he licked and nipped on her lower abdomen – just hinting at the joy to come.
“Yes, I want it – I want you.” She lifted her hips, trying to get him to move faster, but he took his time, licking the top of her thigh – staying just inches away from where she needed him most. Dandi was panting, her clit was throbbing and she was afraid she might cum before she ever got to feel the heaven of him kissing her pussy. “Lucas, please!”
One lick – one touch – one lap – that was all it would take and she would explode in a firestorm of bliss. “Watch me, Dandi. Watch me love you. Look into my eyes, let me see everything you’re feeling.” Soft kisses, tiny licks – he teased her, staying just above her wet slit. His warm breath provided a little relief, but not enough. She shuddered, she writhed, she strained to open as wide for him as possible. His fingers gently soothed over her mons, appreciating the bare flesh she had prepared for him in hopes he would do exactly what he was doing.
At last. Lucas took his fingers and opened her up, as if for his delectation. He groaned. “You are so beautiful, so soft and pink. I love that you’re swollen and wet. That means you want me. Don’t you?”
“Yes, damn you!” She ran her fingers through his hair, which hung like a silken curtain across her thighs.
He smiled; he had her right where he wanted her – on the edge. Pushing one finger into her tender little hole, he gloried when she bucked off the bed. Splaying his hand over her middle, he held her down and gave her what they both needed. Lucas began to kiss and lick, pressing his tongue inside of her, mimicking the movements his cock was demanding. Sliding upward, he tickled her clit, tonguing the little nubbin until Dandi was thrashing her head, the tension in her body rising to a crisis level. Cream began to flow from her body and he lapped it up. She sobbed and begged, “Lucas, my God, please, please!”
With all the skill he possessed, he ate at her pussy, sucking her clit, worshiping her in the most intimate way a man can. Dandi wailed as her climax came, she arched her back almost double, but Lucas held her down and continued to lave and suck, ensuring that she rode the crest of ecstasy just as long as possible. When it was over, he kissed her tenderly all along the crease of her thighs, all along the faint mark of her C-section, bringing her down until she was a sated and soft armful for him to hold.
He moved up and lay down beside her, stroking her waist and pressing soft kisses on her face. “Does any of that bring back memories?”
She wished she could tell him that it did, but she couldn’t. Instead, she offered him something better. “You’re making me love you. I tried to hold out because I wanted to recall the old feelings, but I don’t have to, what I feel now is just as powerful and just as good.”
“I agree,” he collared her neck; she knew he could feel her heartbeat under his palm.
When he kissed her deeply, Dandi could taste herself on his lips and tongue and excitement began to build again. Feeling between them, she stroked his hot, huge cock through his pants. “Can I see you, now?”
“Yes, but I have to be honest. If I don’t get inside of you soon, it’ll all be over with.” Lucas was desperate to cum inside of her. He had been waiting too long. Quickly, he shed his pants and underwear and lay back for her to look her fill.
Dandi sat up and stared at him in wonder. With a gentle tentative touch, she grazed his steel-hard shaft with her fingers, even skating down to cup and weigh his balls. When he shut his eyes and moaned, she smiled. His response to her made her feel powerful. That she could cause this magnificent man to shudder was a dream come true. “You are impressive,” she admitted as she stroked him, passing her thumb over the leaking tip end. “I know this all fits inside of me, but I don’t see how.”
“I’ll be glad to show you.” Knowing he couldn’t wait any longer, he pulled her down and drank from her lips, working her breast in his palm.
Dandi was ready; she wanted to know what it was like to take him inside of her body. She wrapped her arm around his shoulder and hooked a leg over his waist, trying to rub her pussy on his cock.
“Are you still on the pill?”
“Just got back on it last week.”
He snorted. “I’ll take that as a compliment.”
“You do that. It is.”
“So, I don’t have to wear a condom?”
“No, no, I want to feel you – all of you.”
“Damn, yes,” he rose over her and she ate him up with her eyes, he was larger than life and all hers. Hooking her knees over his arms, he opened her up and pulled her to him. Dandi was trembling with need, she couldn’t take her eyes off his face and the love she could see shining in his eyes was the icing on the cake for her. When she felt the head of his cock probe at the gate of her pussy, she lifted her ass and tried to impale herself.
“Easy, baby, easy,” Lucas had to maintain control; he was just too near to exploding. Pushing into her, he flexed his hips, working his way into her tight channel. Merciful Heaven! It was like nothing he had ever felt. Maybe it was the endless longing, the months of aching, the nights of dreaming of this moment – but as he slid his cock into her wet heat, Lucas gasped. “God, you are so tight, so lush.”
Dandi whimpered. “It’s so good.”
Good was an understatement, it was heaven. Trying to make the rapture last as long as possible, he rocked his hips with a gentle thrusting motion. Beneath him, Dandi wasn’t still, she met his thrusts, her sheath holding his cock tightly as a glove.
Lucas’s cock was unbelievably thick and there was no part of her that was not caressed and rubbed. She had no idea she could feel so full, or that full could be so wonderful. With every push into her, he tilted his pelvis and the friction was out of this world. She held on to his forearms, her nails raking into his skin. “Harder, baby!” she begged. “Give it to me harder!”
Lucas pushed her legs back against her body – opening her up even farther. Angling his hips, he searched for that one spot guaranteed to make her scream. Pulling all the way out, he slid back in – again and again – hammering into her until she clamped down on him, keening her pleasure as her control shattered and a zillion points of light flashed through her mind and body. “LUCAS!!”
Holding her sweet ass, he didn’t let up, but continued to pound until he came, his whole body vibrating with pure ecstasy. His cock pulsed with her, but still he ground his hips against her loving the way his cum shot out of his cock and bathed her in his seed.
Dandi kept cumming, she couldn’t stop, the aftershocks persistent and powerful. All she could do was hold on to him and enjoy. A sense of complete bliss and awe washed over her. “Hold me,” she requested.
“Gladly,” he rolled onto his back and took her with him. “Are you all right?”
“Better,” was all she had the strength to say.
He’d take that. It was a damn good start.
*****
“Get up, sleepy head. It’s time to let the good times roll,” Lucas popped her on the ass with a towel.
“What the heck?” Dandi opened her eyes. He had kept her up half the night; they had made love three times. “How can you be so energetic? You’ve worn me out!”
“I’m happy.” That was his explanation, and it was a good one. Dandi smiled.
She got up and showered while he made coffee. “Let me call Lucy before we go.”
“You can, but I already called and checked on her, she’s fine.” His thoughtfulness made her smile. But she called her baby, anyway, just to tell her she was loved. As soon as they were ready, they headed out, traveling over the long Atchafalaya Bridge that spanned the largest swamp in the United States.
While they drove, they took the opportunity to share and relearn more about one another. “What has been your favorite class so far?”
She was thinking, but she was also mesmerized by the sight of his hands on the steering wheel. They were broad and strong, the veins on the back a perfect place to lick. Dandi had done that last night, she had kissed him from his lips to his toes, giving him a blow job that had him bellowing like one of the bull alligators in the swamp.
“Dandi? What are you thinking?” Lucas asked with amusement in his voice.
“Huh?” She giggled. “Last night, I was remembering how those big strong hands of yours felt on my body.”
The Mercedes swerved, “Don’t say things like that while I’m driving,” he teased. “Now answer the question and get your mind out of the bedroom before we have to pull over so I can ravish you on the side of the road.”
“Hmmm, that’s not exactly motivation for me to talk about college. I’d rather be ravished.” His look of mock warning made her smile. “I enjoyed the classes on Indian Burial Mounds the most.”
“Did you ever get to excavate at Cahokia?”
“No,” Dandi looked at him in wonder. “It always amazes me that you know me so well.”
“I don’t know why it should, I love you.”
His simple explanation made goosebumps appear on her arms. “Do you have any partners in your practice?”
“No, I’m on my own.” He couldn’t tell her about the job he lost or that missing out on that opportunity was probably the best thing that could have happened to him. The Solomon Group had been hit by a huge scandal, much worse than anything sweet Dandi could have ever done to the sanctimonious bastards. Chas Tonahill had not only been embezzling from the company but he had been caught molesting his patients while they had been under hypnosis. The company had gone bankrupt. While he and The Touch Institute had flourished. Lucas had achieved his goals of respectability and community status. He was involved, plugged in, lauded and sought out. But none of it – none of it – had satisfied him. Without Dandi all of the accolades and accomplishments were hollow and meaningless.
“I read an article you wrote in the newspaper.”
“What newspaper?”
“The Times Picayune.”
“Your favorite newspaper,” he grinned.
“Yes, it said that you were heading up the Global Study on Sexual Attitudes and Behavior.” She was beyond impressed.
“I am, it’s a universal problem. The study focuses on almost thirty thousand people and over three quarters of them have had at least one sexual problem, but only eighteen percent had sought medical help. We are trying to educate people on the ways that modern therapy can alleviate some of their problems. I think it’s tragic that people don’t feel like they can be honest and ask for aid in achieving what I consider every human being’s right – to enjoy intimacy and find solace in companionship.”
When Lucas had lapsed into professor-speak, she had almost felt intimidated. “I am sure it’s hard to admit your personal problems and failings to a stranger. People are so quick to judge, even when they have problems or faults equal to or worse than the person they are judging. Sex and sexual issues are gossip fodder and some folks thrive on sensationalism. A perfect world would be where everyone could realize that no one is perfect and that we all want the same thing – to be accepted. Doctors like yourself can provide people with a safe place to express those doubts and insecurities.”
Lucas was amazed at her insight. She had no idea that she had just pinpointed the very issue that had torn them apart. He only hoped when her memory did return, she would turn to him instead of worrying about what the rest of the world thought about her. “Very true, you said it well.” Wanting to get on a happier subject, he turned to his daughter. “What was Lucy’s first word? Mama, I bet.”
“No, banana.”
Lucas laughed. “Banana?”
“Yes, she loves fruit, especially bananas.”
“Did you have hard labor? I saw the C-section scar.”
Dandi hung her head. “Yes, I couldn’t have her, she was breech. I almost didn’t make it. Beau and Harley were out of town and I was by myself. Lucy was early, and I was young and thought the contractions were too far apart to go to the hospital. But they started coming harder and faster than I expected and I couldn’t drive myself. My phone was dead and I couldn’t find the charger, I messed up.”
Lucas groaned, “God, I should have been with you.”
“I know, I was wishing for someone about that time, I’m surprised I didn’t contact you telepathically. I begged for her Daddy to come, whoever he was.”
What they had lost was magnified in his mind. “I’m so sorry about everything.” He wished he could just pour his heart out and get it all out in the open.
“Did you really look for me – every day?”
“Yes,” Lucas covered her hand. It was so tiny and fragile, yet more capable than anyone could imagine. He had seen her prepare a meal, paint a portrait, shoot a gun, control a wild animal and weave those same sweet hands in a dance so artistic it could bring tears to your eyes. “I hired a team of private investigators to find you, but we were looking for Dandi Alexander, not Dandi LeBlanc. When you disappeared, you vanished.”
“I couldn’t wait to get rid of Arlon’s name, I wanted my Dad’s name back.”
“I can understand that, I don’t blame you, but it made finding you impossible. You had no credit cards to trace, no insurance, no family that I knew the name of – you never mentioned LeBlanc to me, I didn’t even know your parent’s names.”
Dandi smiled sadly, “We must not have talked much, I guess we just had sex.” She was teasing, but the remorse for lost time was there.
“We did share, but - we were battling our own demons, I guess.”
“What do you mean?” she wanted to know.
The miles were passing quickly; Lucas could see the Crescent City spread out before them. What should he say? “I was trying to get my career started and you were trying to deal with school and diabetes. We were both struggling.”
“I still don’t understand why we broke up.”
There was that question again, and this time he answered as honestly as he could.
“I don’t either, Dandi. It wasn’t my decision.”
“Oh.” Dandi couldn’t help but imagine the worst. Had he been unfaithful? She couldn’t imagine that. Had she been unfaithful? No, she wasn’t crazy. Was it money problems? Did she want to know? Yes, she did. “Lucas, do you think I should get therapy? Would hypnosis help? You can tell me all the details you know, but I’ll never understand me or why I did what I did or how I felt about you and our relationship unless I regain my memory.”
Lucas pulled under a huge pecan next to the beautiful Maison Perrier, a luxury B&B just off St. Charles in the Garden District. “Let’s don’t worry about it today, Let’s concentrate on enjoying ourselves. I still believe it will all come back to you when you’re ready, but like you – I’m impatient.” Frankly, Lucas was torn. He wanted her to remember, but he didn’t want her to be hurt by her past any more than she had already been. Hell, he couldn’t have it both ways, he knew that.
A bell-hop came to help them with their luggage and Lucas led her into the lobby. He couldn’t wait to make Dandi feel pampered and special. He had several things planned for them to do and she said she had a couple of surprises for him, he couldn’t imagine what they could be, but he looked forward to finding out. Their room was on the second floor, complete with a balcony. “We’ll have to come back and watch the Mardi Gras parade from here.”
“This is beautiful, thank you.” Dandi inspected their room. It had a private bath, a sleigh bed and a fireplace. “You know, we could cancel all of our excursions and just stay here and make love if you want.”
Lucas snagged her as she walked past. “Temptress! Don’t worry, I’m going to fuck you till you can’t walk, but I want our relationship to be based on more than just sex. I want you to love me for my mind as well as my body.”
He was teasing, she knew, but she played along. “You do have a beautiful mind,” she took hold of the bed post and swung back, letting her hair dangle toward the ground. “But I am equally enraptured with your sexy physique. I mean - you are hot, hard and hung.” As she talked, she shimmed on the post, wiggled her ass at him and tried her dead-level best to turn him on.
