Complete Weird Tales of Robert W Chambers, page 397
“You don’t believe for one moment that I could mistake it—”
“It depends upon what sort of a man you really are.... I don’t know. I give you the benefit of all doubts.”
She stood silent, looking him candidly in the eyes, then with a gesture and the slightest shrug, she turned away toward the white road outside. He was at her elbow in two steps.
“Oh, yes — the irony of formality.”
She nodded. “Good night, then, Mr. Hamil. If circumstances permitted it would have been delightful — this putting off the cloak of convention and donning motley for a little unconventional misbehaviour with you.... But as it is, it worries me — slightly — as much as the episode and your opinion are worth.”
“I am wondering,” he said, “why this little tincture of bitterness flavours what you say to me?”
“Because I’ve misbehaved; and so have you. Anyway, now that it’s done, there’s scarcely anything I could do to make the situation more flagrant or less flippant—”
“You don’t really think—”
“Certainly. After all is said and done, we don’t know each other; here we are, shamelessly sauntering side by side under the jasmine, Paul-and-Virginia-like, exchanging subtleties blindfolded. You are you; I am I; formally, millions of miles apart — temporarily and informally close together, paralleling each other’s course through life for the span of half an hour — here under the Southern stars.... O Ulysses, truly that island was inhabited by one, Calypso; but your thrall is to be briefer than your prototype’s. See, now; here is the road; and I release you to that not impossible she—”
“There is none—”
“There will be. You are very young. Good-bye.”
“The confusing part of it to me,” he said, smiling, “is to see you so — so physically youthful with even a hint of almost childish immaturity! — and then to hear you as you are — witty, experienced, nicely cynical, maturely sure of yourself and—”
“You think me experienced?”
“Yes.”
“Sure of myself?”
“Of course; with your cool, amused poise, your absolute self-possession — and the half-disdainful sword-play of your wit — at my expense—”
She halted beside the sea-wall, adorably mocking in her exaggerated gravity.
“At your expense?” she repeated. “Why not? You have cost me something.”
“You said—”
“I know what I said: I said that we might become friends. But even so, you have already cost me something. Tell me” — he began to listen for this little trick of speech— “how many men do you know who would not misunderstand what I have done this evening? And — do you understand it, Mr. Hamil?”
“I think—”
“If you do you are cleverer than I,” she said almost listlessly, moving on again under the royal palms.
“Do you mean that—”
“Yes; that I myself don’t entirely understand it. Here, under this Southern sun, we of the North are in danger of acquiring a sort of insouciant directness almost primitive. There comes, after a while, a certain mental as well as physical luxury in relaxation of rule and precept, permitting us a simplicity which sometimes, I think, becomes something less harmless. There is luxury in letting go of that live wire which keeps us all keyed to one conventional monotone in the North. I let go — for a moment — to-night. You let go when you said ‘Calypso.’ You couldn’t have said it in New York; I couldn’t have heard you, there.... Alas, Ulysses, I should not have heard you anywhere. But I did; and I answered.... Say good night to me, now; won’t you? We have not been very wicked, I think.”
She offered her hand; smooth and cool it lay for a second in his.
“I can’t let you return alone,” he ventured.
“If you please, how am I to explain you to — the others?”
And as he said nothing:
“If I were — different — I’d simply tell them the truth. I could afford to. Besides we’ll all know you before very long. Then we’ll see — oh, yes, both of us — whether we have been foolishly wise to become companions in our indiscretion, or — otherwise.... And don’t worry about my home-arrival. That’s my lawn — there where that enormous rubber-banyan tree straddles across the stars.... Is it not quaint — the tangle of shrubbery all over jasmine? — and those are royal poincianas, if you please — and there’s a great garden beyond and most delectable orange groves where you and I and the family and Alonzo will wander and eat pine-oranges and king-oranges and mandarins and — oh, well! Are you going to call on Mr. Cardross to-morrow?”
“Yes,” he said, “I’ll have to see Mr. Cardross at once. And after that, what am I to do to meet you?”
“I will consider the matter,” she said; and bending slightly toward him: “Am I to be disappointed in you? I don’t know, and you can’t tell me.” Then, impulsively: “Be generous to me. You are right; I am not very old, yet. Be nice to me in your thoughts. I have never before done such a thing as this: I never could again. It is not very dreadful — is it? Will you think nicely of me?”
He said gaily: “Now you speak as you look, not like a world-worn woman of thirty wearing the soft, fresh mask of nineteen.”
“You have not answered me,” she said quietly.
“Answered you, Calypso?”
“Yes; I ask you to be very gentle and fastidious with me in your thoughts; not even to call me Calypso — in your thoughts.”
“What you ask I had given you the first moment we met.”
“Then you may call me Calypso — in your thoughts.”
“Calypso,” he pleaded, “won’t you tell me where to find you?”
“Yes; in the house of — Mr. Cardross. This is his house.”
She turned and stepped onto the lawn. A mass of scarlet hibiscus hid her, then she reappeared, a pale shape in the dusk of the oleander-bordered path.
He listened; the perfume of the oleanders enveloped him; high under the stars the fronds of a royal palm hung motionless. Then, through the stillness, very far away, he heard the southern ocean murmuring in its slumber under a million stars.
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CHAPTER IV
RECONNAISSANCE
HAMIL AWOKE EARLY: long before breakfast he was shaved, dressed, and hungry; but in the hotel late rising appeared to be fashionable, and through the bewildering maze of halls and corridors nobody was yet astir except a few children and their maids.
So he sauntered about the acres of floor space from rotunda to music room, from desk to sun parlour, through the endless carpeted tunnel leading to the station, and back again, taking his bearings in this wilderness of runways so profusely embowered with palms and furniture.
In one wide corridor, lined like a street with shops, clerks were rearranging show windows; and Hamil strolled from the jewellers to the brilliant but dubious display of an Armenian rug dealer; from a New York milliner’s exhibition, where one or two blond, sleepy-eyed young women moved languidly about, to an exasperating show of shells, curiosities, and local photographs which quenched further curiosity.
However, beyond the shops, at the distant end of an Axminster vista flanked by cabbage-palms and masterpieces from Grand Rapids, he saw sunshine and the green tops of trees; and he made toward the oasis, coming out along a white colonnade overlooking the hotel gardens.
It was early enough for any ambitious bird to sing, but there were few song-birds in the gardens — a palm warbler or two, and a pair of subdued mocking-birds not inclined to be tuneful. Everywhere, however, purple and bronze grackle appeared, flying or walking busily over the lawns, sunlight striking the rainbow hackle on their necks, and their pale-yellow or bright-orange eyes staring boldly at the gardeners who dawdled about the flowery labyrinths with watering-can and jointed hose. And from every shrub and tree came the mildly unpleasant calling of the grackle, and the blackbirds along the lagoon answered with their own unmusical “Co-ca-chee! — Co-ca-chee-e!”
Somehow, to Hamil, the sunshine seemed to reveal more petty defects in this semi-tropical landscape than he could have divined the night before under the unblemished magic of the stars. For the grass was not real grass, but only that sparse, bunchy, sun-crisped substitute from Bermuda; here and there wind-battered palmetto fronds hung burnt and bronzed; and the vast hotel, which through the darkness he had seen piled up above the trees in cliff-like beauty against the stars, was actually remarkable only for its size and lack of architectural interest.
He began to wonder whether the inhabitants of its thousand rooms, aware of the pitiless clarity of this semi-tropical morning sunlight, shunned it lest it reveal unsuspected defects in those pretty lantern-lit faces of which he had had glimpses in the gardens’ enchanted dusk the night before. However, the sunshine seemed to render the little children only the lovelier, and he sat on the railing, his back against a pillar, watching them racing about with their nurses, until the breakfast hour at last came around and found him at table, no longer hungry.
A stream of old ladies and gentlemen continued toddling into the breakfast rooms where an acre or two of tables, like a profuse crop of mushrooms, disturbed the monotony of the hotel interior with a monotony still more pronounced. However, there was hazy sunshine in the place and a glimpse of blessed green outside, and the leisurely negroes brought him fruit which was almost as good as the New York winter markets afforded, and his breakfast amused him mildly.
The people, too, amused him — so many dozens of old ladies and gentlemen, all so remarkably alike in a common absence of distinguishing traits — a sort of homogeneous, expressionless similarity which was rather amazing as they doubtless had gathered there from all sections of the Republic.
But the children were delightful, and all over the vast room he could distinguish their fresh little faces like tufts of flowers set in a waste of dusty stubble, and amid the culinary clatter their clear, gay little voices broke through cheerfully at moments, grateful as the morning chatter of sparrows in early spring.
When Hamil left his table he halted to ask an imposing head-waiter whether Miss Palliser might be expected to breakfast, and was informed that she breakfasted and lunched in her rooms and dined always in the café.
So he stopped at the desk and sent up his card.
A number of young people evidently equipped for the golf links now pervaded hall and corridor; others, elaborately veiled for motoring, stopped at the desk for letters on their way into the outer sunshine.
A row of rather silent but important-looking gentlemen, morning cigars afire, gradually formed ranks in arm-chairs under the colonnade; people passing and repassing began to greet each other with more vivacity; veranda and foyer became almost animated as the crowd increased. And now a demure bride or two emerged in all the radiance of perfect love and raiment, squired by him, braving the searching sunshine with confidence in her beauty, her plumage, and a kindly planet; and, in pitiful contrast, here and there some waxen-faced invalid, wheeled by a trained nurse, in cap and cuffs, through sunless halls into the clear sea air, to lie motionless, with leaden lids scarcely parted, in the glory of a perfect day.
A gentleman, rotund of abdomen, wearing a stubby red moustache, screwed a cigar firmly into the off corner of his mouth and, after looking aggressively at Hamil for fully half a minute, said:
“Southern Pacific sold off at the close.”
“Indeed,” said Hamil.
“It’s like picking daisies,” said the gentleman impressively. And, after a pause, during which he continued to survey the younger man: “What name?” he inquired, as though Hamil had been persistently attempting to inform him.
Hamil told him good-naturedly.
“Pleased to meet you, Mr. Hamil. My name is Rawley — probably the name is familiar to you? — Ambrose Rawley” — he coughed— “by profession a botanist.”
Hamil smiled, recognising in the name the most outrageously expensive of New York florists who had made a fortune in cut flowers.
“Have a drink?” persisted Mr. Rawley. “No? Too early for you? Well, let’s get a couple of niggers and wheel-chairs.”
But Hamil declined with the easy good-humour which characterised him; and a few moments later, learning at the office that his aunt would receive him, followed his negro guide through endless carpeted labyrinths and was ushered by a maid into a sunny reception-room.
“Garry! — you dear boy!” exclaimed his amazingly youthful aunt, holding out both arms to him from the door of her bedroom, partly ajar. “No — don’t come near me; I’m not even in complete negligée yet, but I will be in one minute when Titine fastens me up and makes the most of my scanty locks—” She looked out at him with a laugh and gave her head a little jerk forward, and her splendid chestnut hair came tumbling down in the sunshine.
“You’re prettier than ever,” said her nephew; “they’ll take us for bride and groom as usual. I say, Constance, I suppose they’ve followed you down here.”
“Who, Garry,” — very innocently.
“The faithful three, Colonel Vetchen, Cuyp, and old — I mean the gracefully mature Courtlandt Classon. Are they here?”
“I believe so, dear,” admitted his aunt demurely. “And, Garry, so is Virginia Suydam.”
“Really,” he said, suddenly subdued as his aunt who was forty and looked twenty-five came forward in her pretty chamber-gown, and placed two firm white arms around him and kissed him squarely and with vigour.
“You dear!” she said; “you certainly are the best-looking boy in all Florida. When did you come? Is Jim Wayward’s yacht here still? And why didn’t he come to see me?”
“The Ariani sailed for Miami last night after I landed. I left my card, but the office people rang and rang and could get no answer—”
“I was in bed! How stupid of me! I retired early because Virginia and I had been dissipating shamefully all the week and my aged bones required a rest.... And now tell me all about this new commission of yours. I have met the Cardross family; everybody at Palm Beach is talking about the magnificent park Mr. Cardross is planning; and your picture has appeared in the local paper, and I’ve told everybody you’re quite wonderful, and everybody now is informing everybody else that you’re quite wonderful!”
His very gay aunt lay back in her great soft chair, pushing with both fair hands the masses of chestnut hair from her forehead, and smiling at him out of her golden brown eyes — the jolliest, frankest of eyes — the sort even women trust instinctively at first glimpse.
So he sat there and told her all about his commission and how this man, Neville Cardross, whom he had never even seen, had written to him and asked him to make the most splendid park in America around the Cardross villa, and had invited him to be his guest during his stay in Florida.
“They evidently are nice people from the way Mr. Cardross writes,” he said. “You say you know them, Constance?”
“I’ve met them several times — the way you meet people here. They have a villa — rather imposing in an exotic fashion. Why, yes, Garry, they are nice; dreadfully wealthy, tremendously popular. Mrs. Carrick, the married daughter, is very agreeable; her mother is amiable and dreadfully stout. Then there’s a boy of your age — Gray Cardross — a well-mannered youth who drives motors, and whom Mr. Classon calls a ‘speed-mad cub.’ Then there is Cecile Cardross — a débutante of last winter, and then—” Miss Palliser hesitated, crossed one knee over the other, and sat gently swinging her slippered foot and looking at her nephew.
“Does that conclude the list of the Cardross family?” he asked.
“N-no. There remains the beauty of the family, Shiela.” She continued to survey him with smiling intentness, and went on slowly:
“Shiela Cardross; the girl here. People are quite mad about her, I assure you. My dear, every man at Palm Beach tags after her; rows of callow youths sit and gaze at her very footprints in the sand when she crosses the beach; she turns masculine heads to the verge of permanent dislocation. No guilty man escapes; even Courtlandt Classon is meditating treachery to me, and Mr. Cuyp has long been wavering and Gussie Vetchen too! the wretch!... We poor women try hard to like her — but, Garry, is it human to love such a girl?”
“It’s divine, Constance, so you’ll like her.”
“Oh, yes; thank you. Well, I do; I don’t know her well, but I’m inclined to like her — in a way.... There’s something else, though.” She considered her handsome nephew steadily. “You are to be a guest there while this work of yours is in hand?”
“Yes — I believe so.”
“Then, dear, without the slightest unworthy impulse or the faintest trace of malice, I wish to put you on your guard. It’s horrid, but I must.”
“On my guard!” he repeated.
“So he sat there and told her all about his commission.”
“Yes — forearm you, Garry. Shiela Cardross is a rather bewildering beauty. She is French convent-bred, clever and cultivated and extremely talented. Besides that she has every fashionable grace and accomplishment at the ends of her pretty fingers — and she has a way with her — a way of looking at you — which is pure murder to the average man. And beside that she is very simple and sweet to everybody. As an assassin of hearts she’s equipped to slay yours, Garry.”
“Well?” he inquired, laughing. And added: “Let her slay. Why not?”
“This, dear. And you who know me will acquit me of any ignoble motive if I say that she is not your social equal, Garry.”
“What! I thought you said—”
“Yes — about the others. But it is not the same with Shiela Cardross. I — it seems cruel to say it — but it is for your sake — to effectually forestall any possible accident — that I am going to tell you that this very lovely girl, Shiela, is an adopted child, not a daughter. That exceedingly horrid old gossip, Mrs. Van Dieman, told me that the girl was a foundling taken by Mr. and Mrs. Cardross from the Staten Island asylum. And I’m afraid Mrs. Van Dieman knows what she’s talking about because she founded and still supports the asylum.”
