The Horse From Black Loch, page 1
The Horse from Black Loch
Patricia Leitch
Contents
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
About the Author
Publishing History
Dream of Fair Horses
Midnight on Lundy
Heroines on Horseback
Jane Badger Books
1
High above me a single swan flew like an unshriven ghost through the lucid lime-yellow glow of the Highland evening. Swiftly the beat of its powerful wings carried it from my sight as I hung out of the train window watching it.
The little train chugged over the bare Scottish moorland and my eyes lost the black speck of the swan against the brightness of the sunset glow. I pulled myself back into the compartment where my cousins, Sara and Edgar, were moaning about the slowness of the journey and the emptiness of their stomachs.
“The only thing I want is for this train to reach Gartleven,” Sara was saying.
“We’re two hours late already.”
Even as she spoke the train shuddered to a grinding halt.
“Not again!” Edgar exclaimed.” I’m starving. There’s nothing here to make them stop.”
“You’d think they’d want to hurry up themselves,” I said, staring out over the bleak moorland. On the far skyline mountains were clumbered together in massed greys and blacks and all around us stretched a wilderness of bracken and purple heather which flowed like the tide washing around the grey outcrops of rock. The glow of the evening was gradually fading into the first cold coming night.
“Say there’s no one to meet us?” I asked.
“There must be,” Sara said. “I remember when Daddy and I were here before they met us at the station and it took hours to reach Deersmalen. We couldn’t possibly get there by ourselves.”
“We might have to,” Edgar said. “Good job I’ve got my compass.”
“Compass!” snorted Sara. “You and your compass. You couldn’t even find your way down the garden with it.”
“I could so. Peter Truman and I went for a hike one day with only my compass to guide us.”
“Bet you just went round the rugby pitch,” Sara narked.
“’Course we didn’t. We went through Branley and past the toll …”
Edgar was well launched on one of his endless, boring accounts of what he did at school. I studied my cousins. It had been Christmas when I had seen them last and now it was the middle of August, but they hadn’t changed. Sara, at fifteen, was pink and fat with soft, brownish hair that hung loosely down her back. Edgar was twelve. He was very like Sara, clean and pink, and keen on his school.
I am fourteen. Unlike my cousins I am thin and small with straight black hair cut in a fringe across my forehead. I have grey eyes and the kind of face that makes people say, “What’s the matter with you, Kay?” when all I’m doing is thinking.
Our fathers are brothers, and normally the Innes families spend their summer holidays together, usually at the seaside in Cornwall. But this year our parents had decided to tour the Continent uncluttered by their children and had packed us off to stay with our uncle in the north of Scotland. I was glad really. Even the thought of spending weeks in a car made me feel sick.
“And when we got back Mr. Kerr, our housemaster, said we’d put up a pretty good show,” Edgar finished triumphantly.
“Don’t believe you.” Sara remained unconvinced. “Hey! We’re off again.”
The train shook violently then with a tremendous effort lurched forward and we resumed our slow progress across the moor.
“I never knew you’d been to Deersmalen before,” I said to Sara.
“It’s a while ago,” she replied. “Daddy and I stayed three nights there. I only went with him because Mummy was in Chester nursing Gran and I couldn’t be left alone. It rained all the time and you couldn’t see a thing for mist.”
“Then you’ve met them all, Aunt Sadie and Uncle Vincent and the children?”
“Yes. Aunt Sadie was nice, round and twinkly, but Uncle Vincent was terrifying. Not a bit like our fathers. He’s got a huge black beard.”
“How old are the children?” Edgar asked.
“Shona will be thirteen now and Jamie is a year older, I think. Caroline is the eldest. She’ll be fifteen or maybe sixteen by now. I liked her the best. The other two just ran wild. I don’t think they even went to school.”
“Good for them,” I said. “But they must go to school now, mustn’t they?”
“I don’t think so. Uncle Vincent and the local minister teach them.”
“I’m absolutely starving,” Edgar groaned. “My stomach is aching and rolling like nothing on earth. Has no one anything left? Even an old, dried up cough sweet would be smashing.”
Sara and I searched our pockets but found nothing to eat.
“Not a thing,” I said. “We must be nearly there by now.” The dark was closing in and only the heather glowed a luminous purple.
“Just think of the parents rotting in luxury in some French hotel,” Sara said longingly.
“I’d rather be here,” I said, and I meant it.
“I’d rather be anywhere where there’s food,” brooded Edgar.
“Steak and chips,” I suggested, making my mouth water.
“I can remember one night at Deersmalen,” Sara told us, “they had a huge dinner with wine and everything. I was too young to stay up for it but after we were meant to be in bed Jamie and Shona took me to a balcony where you could look down on the dining-hall and watch them eating. There was a great log fire with the flames roaring up into the blackness of the chimney, candles on the table and dead animals staring down at them from the walls and the wine burned like jewels in the cut crystal glasses.”
“Dead animals,” repeated Edgar in amazement.
Sara didn’t seem to hear him. Her blue eyes were bright with excitement almost as if she could see what she was describing to us.
“There were heavy swords and round shields hanging from the walls and they gleamed bright in the shadows. Along one side of the room the curtains hung down to the floor, deep, heavy, maroon velvet. Uncle Vincent was at the head of the table carving the meat. You could see the black hairs on the back of his hands and his black beard and his nose jutting out from his face like an eagle’s beak. Then a clock struck and he put down his carving knife and said something we couldn’t make out from the balcony. Everyone stood up and lifted up their glasses. ‘To the One of the Black Loch,’ Uncle Vincent said and they all raised their glasses and drank the toast. Then they sat down again and Daddy was smiling and shaking his head as if he’d been caught doing something silly.”
“But the animals, the dead animals, why were they there?” Edgar demanded again.
“Oh do be quiet, Edgar,” I said but it was too late. Sara had heard him.
“What?” she said. “What’s that?” and she looked at Edgar as if he had woken her from a dream.
“What dead animals? You know. You said they were hanging from the walls.”
“Oh, stuffed heads, deer and foxes and a wild cat, as well, I think. They’d all got glass eyes which shone in the candlelight. Do you know I’d forgotten all that until I started talking and then it all came back. Queer.”
“Yes,” I said. “Very.” But I believed her for I’d never heard Sara talk about anything really interesting in her life before. All she normally talked about was hockey and party frocks and how she became tired quicker than most people.
“It must be a colossal house to have a dining-hall. I’d no idea it was as big as that.”
“It’s stone with towers and pointed windows and masses of outbuildings all rotted and decaying. I can’t remember much about the grounds, except for the pine trees. They seemed to be everywhere, stretching up into the mists.”
“You’d think we’d have been to stay there before this,” I said. “It sounds a super place for holidays.”
“Uncle Vincent,” said Edgar knowingly. “We heard Mum and Dad discussing whether they would let us come and stay this time. There was a frightful row when Dad left Deersmalen years ago and he’s only been back once since he left. That time when he went with Sara to sign some papers or something.”
I wondered if my father too had fought with Uncle Vincent because although I knew he had been born and brought up in the Highlands at the house called Deersmalen he hardly ever talked about his childhood there and although we always sent birthday and Christmas presents to our cousins at Deersmalen I knew nothing at all about them. They were the Deersmalen children, as remote and mysterious as children from another land, another world almost.
“Perhaps Jamie or Shona will know more about it,” I suggested hopefully.
As I spoke the train started to slow down. Edgar lowered the window and looked out.
“It’s a station,” he yelled. “Do you think it’ll be ours?”
“Bound to be,” I said.
“I should think it will be,” Sara said with more authority but less vigour.
All our luggage was in the guard’s van. The only thing we had with us was a shopping bag that had once held our lunch and a varied selection of magazines and comics which, by now, were mostly coming to pieces and going tatty round the edges.
“I’ll just take the com
The train stopped and by the asthmatic flickering of a gas lamp we were able to make out the word “Gartleven” painted in faded white letters on a blue board.
“This is it,” Edgar shouted and swinging open the door he jumped down. Sara and I followed him out.
“Better see that all our luggage is here,” Sara muttered as she ran towards the guard’s van.
“Better had. My cricket bat is in one of the cases,” Edgar agreed, running after her.
The train, never the speediest of transport, now had the settled look of a cat with her paws tucked in and Sara’s mad rushing seemed to me to be quite unnecessary. I stood still and looked about me. There wasn’t anything much to see—a cindered platform edged with wilted wallflowers, the name of the station lit by the solitary light and the little train just waiting. The darkness curved round shading everything else from sight but as far as I could see there was no one to meet us. I wriggled inside my clothes for the wind was cold and I turned my mind resolutely away from the thought of our dining-room at home, the sun shining in through the open French windows, flowers massed in white vases and the table set for dinner.
With a most untypical snort and flurry of sparks the train gathered itself together and went about its business, leaving Sara and Edgar surrounded by cases. I walked over to them.
“Well, there’s no one here,” I said.
“You don’t say,” Sara snapped.
“I should think …” but we never discovered what Edgar thought for out of the darkness a tall, angular man came striding towards us, a dog at his heels. He was wearing a heavy cloak that spread out behind him as he walked and in his hand he held a lantern.
“Do you think he’s for us?” Sara asked anxiously. “What do you think he is, a gamekeeper?”
The man came straight towards us and as he drew nearer we could see that his face was tanned brown as leather and his eyes were the colour of peaty water flecked curiously with green lights.
He stopped in front of us and held up his lantern. For a second nobody spoke. I heard Edgar swallow, gulpingly, and Sara clear her throat ready to make a polite remark but it was the man who spoke first.
“I did not know that one of you had black hair,” he said. “But who knows it may be a good thing in the end.” His gaze moved from me to Edgar. “You are your father’s son,” he said, as if that was all that need ever be said about Edgar, and in a way it was. Then to Sara he said, “And you will be pleasant company for Miss Caroline.”
We three stood like moths drawn by the light of his lantern, staring at him speechless.
“But I have not introduced myself. I am Fergus, ghillie at Deersmalen. I trust you all had a good journey?”
It had been a long, horrible journey but we all said yes we had had a good journey. Sara’s agreement came out in her most English accent, Edgar’s was muttered and mine was squeaky.
“Now I am surprised to hear that. There are many people who would be grumbling about a train that was two and a half hours late but I can see that you are not like that.”
Fergus’s face creased into a network of wrinkles. He laughed with his eyes and the long lines from his nostrils to his thin-lipped mouth deepened, just twisting the corners of his lips upwards.
For a second we stared at him, not quite sure whether to laugh or not.
“It was a rotten, lousy journey,” Edgar said. “I’ve never been so hungry in my life before.” Sara and I joined in his laughter.
“That is more like it,” Fergus agreed as he picked up our cases. “There is still another hour to be endured but I dare say you will survive. You do not look as if you will die from starvation just yet. I have the car waiting.” And he led the way out of the station.
It was a large black car, with sweeping lines and a little silver horse on the bonnet. Once you got close to it you could see how old it really was. The paintwork was scratched and one of the back bumpers was crushed inwards.
“I will take the luggage in front with me and you shall sit in the back,” Fergus said and opened one of the back doors for us. “Do not step on the running-board. Jamie has made a good job of sticking it on but it would not be up to your weight I’m thinking.”
Giggling to ourselves we climbed into the back of the car. Sara and Edgar went in first. I was just about to climb in after them when I realised that Fergus’s dog was no longer with us.
“Where’s your dog?” I asked him. “Can he come in the back with us?”
Fergus stopped piling our cases into the front of the car and turning round he looked me straight in the eyes.
“I had no dog with me,” he said. “The lantern casts strange shadows. Maybe you are not yet used to its light.”
“It wasn’t the lantern,” I exclaimed indignantly. “I saw it quite clearly when you came over at first. A big, grey Alsatian walking at your heels. You saw it too, didn’t you?” I demanded into the dark cavern of the car. “The big Alsatian Fergus had with him when he came to meet us.”
“No,” Edgar said. “You’re imagining things. I never saw a dog.”
“Nor did I,” Sara said. “There wasn’t a dog or I’d have seen it.”
“But I saw it,” I repeated.
“Oh get a move on and stop dithering,” Edgar said irritably. “We’ll never get any food to-night at this rate.”
“You see,” Fergus stated. “You were wrong. As I said there was no dog,” and he finished piling the cases into the car.
“Then it must have been someone else’s dog because I’m sure I saw one,” I muttered unconvinced. But I stopped arguing and climbed into the car being careful not to step on the running-board.
The inside of the car was completely separate from the front. There was a sort of speaking tube for emergencies but that was all.
“If you turn the switch up,” Fergus said, showing us the switch as he spoke, “you can speak to me and I can speak to you. But if you have something private to say or are bored with my noise you switch it down and you are alone.”
He shut our door and going round to the driver’s seat got in and started up the engine. The inside of the car was damp and cold. The leather of the seats was cracked and here and there loose springs made strained rings beneath it.
Sara shuddered and turning up the switch she asked how long it would be before we reached Deersmalen.
“About two hours is the time it takes the Master but I’m thinking to-night we will be hurrying.” Fergus’s disembodied voice sounded distant and echoing.
“Jolly good,” Edgar said.
“You’re starving,” I said, getting it in before him.
Fergus meant what he’d said about hurrying. On the rough moorland road the car sprang and leapt and crashed down while we in the back were shaken to and fro like dice in a gambler’s hand. Outside the moon had risen and was riding high above long veils of cloud. Through the car windows I saw the brackened moorland turn into wilder, more mountainous country until our road wound its way between grey rocks silvered in the moonlight and streaked at intervals with the white flurry of falling water.
We were all asleep before we reached Deersmalen.
“We have arrived,” Fergus said, opening the car door. I woke suddenly at the sound of his voice. I couldn’t think where I was nor who Fergus was. For a second I cowered away from him.
“You are not afraid?” he questioned. “You are at your uncle’s house and you with the black hair have no cause for fear. Your father has been most generous to us for many years. Without him we might not have been able to go on.”
“Daddy most generous?” I echoed, drugged with sleep. “What do you mean? And why is my black hair so special, lots of people have black hair.”
My voice woke Sara.
“Are we there?” she asked, jumping up. Gosh I’m glad. We’ll all be black and blue after that. You need to buy a new car. Edgar, we’re here.”
She shook Edgar by the shoulder, waking him.
Still half asleep we fumbled our way out of the car. Edgar trod on the running-board and it came off.
