Sealed with a promise, p.15

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The ro­om erup­ted in la­ug­h­ter, ap­pla­use, and a few whoo-ho­os!

  Emmie and Do-Lord sha­red a sec­ret smi­le.

  “La­di­es and gen­t­le­men,” the band le­ader an­no­un­ced. “I gi­ve you Lt. Com­man­der and Mrs. Jac­k­son Gra­ham.” The band swung in­to “The Way You Lo­ok To­night.”

  It was do­ne. Em­mie sank in­to a cha­ir at one of the tab­les ne­ar the dan­ce flo­or, so she co­uld watch Pic­kett and Jax ta­ke the­ir first dan­ce as a mar­ri­ed co­up­le. Te­ars stung her eyes, but she didn’t want to cry. She wasn’t sad. She was happy for Pic­kett.

  She and Pic­kett had se­en this day co­ming for a long ti­me. Plan­ned for it, even. And pro­mi­sed each ot­her that they wo­uld ne­ver let hap­pen what they had se­en hap­pen with so­me of the­ir ot­her fri­ends. She and Pic­kett wo­uldn’t lo­se the­ir con­nec­ti­on.

  On the dan­ce flo­or, Jax stop­ped pre­ten­ding to hold a dan­ce po­se and put both arms aro­und Pic­kett, let­ting his che­ek rest on Pic­kett’s gold curls. He skim­med his palm down Pic­kett’s arm, and te­ars he­ated Em­mie’s eyes aga­in. Pic­kett had fo­und so­me­one who lo­ved her, va­lu­ed her, res­pec­ted her. The ges­tu­re sa­id ever­y­t­hing abo­ut how he tre­asu­red her. It was right that Pic­kett had fo­und so­me­one to lo­ve her this way. Pic­kett had ear­ned her mo­ment. The sce­ne blur­red with te­ars Em­mie re­fu­sed to let spill.

  She wasn’t emo­ti­onal. Re­al­ly. It was just that the wed­ding was over, and Em­mie felt a lit­tle flat. Not­hing ro­se to ta­ke its pla­ce. Em­mie co­uld fe­el her­self fa­ding back in­to the wo­od­work now that the­re was no lon­ger an­y­t­hing she was sup­po­sed to do. She ac­cep­ted her pla­ce on the ed­ge of pe­op­le’s li­ves. She knew how of­ten ot­hers for­got she exis­ted. She dres­sed so no one wo­uld no­ti­ce her in an at­tempt to ma­ke it un­der­s­tan­dab­le for pe­op­le to for­get her. Oc­ca­si­onal­ly, she fe­ared she might for­get her own self.

  She wasn’t lo­sing Pic­kett, but even if she tho­ught she was, she lo­ved her too much to mar her wed­ding with te­ars or trying to hold her back.

  Her he­ad felt mo­re flo­aty than ever. Em­mie to­uc­hed the shor­ter ends of her ha­ir. It was hard to ke­ep her fin­gers away. Ever­y­t­hing was stran­ge. She was happy for Pic­kett, and they wo­uld talk, of co­ur­se, but the co­ur­se of Pic­kett’s li­fe was al­te­red now. So was hers. For many ye­ars she and Pic­kett had be­en not only best fri­ends but each ot­her’s emo­ti­onal sup­port. Em­mie had even ta­ken the job at UNC-Wil­min­g­ton, at le­ast in part, be­ca­use Pic­kett li­ved in the area.

  The tho­ught of re­tur­ning to her so­ul­less apar­t­ment and go­ing thro­ugh the Chris­t­mas ho­li­day be­fo­re clas­ses re­su­med in Janu­ary had lit­tle charm. She and Pic­kett had al­ways bra­ved the crowds to­get­her for last mi­nu­te gifts, hel­ped de­co­ra­te one anot­her’s tre­es, and se­en the New Ye­ar in to­get­her, eit­her be­ca­use they we­re at the sa­me party or de­ci­ded to fo­re­go that ye­ar’s of­fe­ring.

  Emmie had ot­her fri­ends, of co­ur­se, but most we­re mo­re col­le­agu­es than com­pa­ni­ons. With the ex­ci­te­ment of Pic­kett’s wed­ding wa­ning, she had ti­me to con­si­der the fu­tu­re, and Em­mie’s fu­tu­re lo­oked a lit­tle ble­ak.

  She had fo­cu­sed on Pic­kett’s ne­eds ex­c­lu­si­vely for se­ve­ral days. Per­haps it was the sud­den ces­sa­ti­on of her sup­por­ting ro­le that ma­de her see that her li­fe wasn’t abo­ut her. If so­me­one ma­de a mo­vie of Em­mie’s li­fe, she wo­uldn’t be the cen­t­ral cha­rac­ter.

  She li­ved her li­fe in mu­ted co­lors, sta­ying in the bac­k­g­ro­und. She had tho­ught it was the way she li­ked it.

  But she lo­oked aro­und the be­a­uti­ful ro­om, and ye­ar­ning stir­red in her. She wan­ted the sen­se of co­lor for her­self, wan­ted the sur­ges of so­und, the glit­ter, the rich in­ten­sity of fe­eling a tho­usand emo­ti­ons.

  And she wan­ted it mo­re than she ne­eded to stay in the bac­k­g­ro­und.

  “Wo­uld you li­ke to dan­ce?” Do-Lord’s qu­es­ti­on cal­led at­ten­ti­on to the fact that ot­her co­up­les we­re jo­ining Jax and Pic­kett on the dan­ce flo­or.

  Yes, she wan­ted to dan­ce. She wan­ted to fe­el the rhythm thro­ugh her bo­nes. She wan­ted to twirl and so­ar. She wan­ted the awa­re­ness of her­self that qu­ive­red ac­ross her skin whe­ne­ver his chan­ge­ab­le eyes swept over her. “I don’t dan­ce very well,” she felt ob­li­ged to say.

  He nod­ded, and his eyes left her to glan­ce aro­und the ro­om. He’d ta­ken her apo­logy as re­fu­sal. She co­uld let the mo­ment go by. It might al­re­ady be too la­te, and the di­sap­po­in­t­ment drag­ging in the wa­ke of that tho­ught stung her in­to ac­ti­on.

  “But I’d li­ke to dan­ce an­y­way,” she sa­id.

  Chapter 14

  “Okay if I cle­ar this tab­le?”

  Ca­leb ges­tu­red his as­sent and lo­oked at his watch. The first wed­ding he’d ever be­en to was win­ding down. Ap­pa­rently, what he he­ard abo­ut pe­op­le ho­oking up at wed­dings was true. Davy had, pre­dic­tably, left aw­hi­le ago with his arm aro­und a girl, and- big sur­p­ri­se- Lon had go­ne back to his ho­tel ro­om with Jax’s ex-mot­her-in-law! Both of them we­re go­ing to get lucky, which he wasn’t, even if Em­mie was wil­ling. It was too so­on.

  Emmie was no li­ve-for-the-mo­ment party girl. Let­ting her do so­met­hing she might reg­ret wo­uld be the big­gest mis­ta­ke he co­uld ma­ke. In­ser­ting him­self as a sle­eper, an agent who be­co­mes part of a so­ci­ety, ab­le to wa­it ye­ars to stri­ke if ne­ces­sary, ma­de this his most co­vert ope­ra­ti­on ever. He wan­ted to be in so­lid and long-term with the­se pe­op­le, and that me­ant he must bu­ild slowly. He co­uld wa­it. He had no do­ubt he’d ha­ve his chan­ce at Em­mie, so­oner or la­ter, and he in­ten­ded to enj­oy it when he did.

  In the me­an­ti­me, the mo­re they ex­pec­ted to see him aro­und, the bet­ter. To that end he ap­pro­ac­hed Gra­ce. With an en­lis­ted man’s sen­si­ti­vity to li­nes of com­mand he had ob­ser­ved that, wit­ho­ut ce­ding one oun­ce of her po­wer, Pic­kett’s mot­her de­le­ga­ted most of her aut­ho­rity to Gra­ce. Pe­op­le mo­re of­ten lo­oked to Gra­ce for di­rec­ti­on than to Pic­kett’s mot­her. Le­aning clo­ser to be he­ard over the band, which was pla­ying to a thin­ning crowd of dan­cers, he sa­id, “As so­on as she co­mes back from the la­di­es’ ro­om, I’m go­ing to ta­ke Em­mie ho­me. Is the­re an­y­t­hing I can do for you, be­fo­re we le­ave?”

  “All the­se pre­sen­ts”-Gra­ce in­di­ca­ted a tab­le pi­led with bo­xes, all wrap­ped in whi­te pa­per and ti­ed with whi­te bows-“ha­ve go to my mot­her’s ho­use. Sin­ce you’re go­ing the­re, do you ha­ve ro­om for so­me?”

  “I’m in my truck. I ha­ve ro­om for them all.” He wo­uld ma­ke su­re a co­up­le got “left” in his truck, so he’d ha­ve to go back to the ho­use in the mor­ning.

  “Wo­uld you? That’s gre­at. Thank you. And thank you for lo­oking af­ter Em­mie. She’s a mem­ber of the fa­mily, you know. And she’s be­en such a tro­oper.” Do-Lord co­uld al­most see Gra­ce go­ing down her men­tal list and chec­king items off. “Oh, and wo­uld you ma­ke su­re she gets her next do­se of me­di­ca­ti­on? Em­mie’s one of the smar­test pe­op­le I’ve ever met, but she li­ves in anot­her world, you know?”

  Do- Lord ope­ned the do­or with the key he to­ok from Em­mie. Light glo­wed thro­ugh the be­ve­led glass pa­ne of the do­or, il­lu­mi­na­ting the ti­red dro­op of her sho­ul­ders.

  “Thanks for brin­ging me ho­me. Pic­kett’s mot­her, and Gra­ce, and Lyle, will stay at the co­untry club un­til all the gu­ests le­ave, but I ad­mit, I was re­ady.” She stum­b­led over the thres­hold, and Do-Lord put his arm aro­und her.

  “He­re, let me help you up the sta­irs. Oh, co­me on,” he ur­ged her when she pro­tes­ted, “let­ting you fall down the sta­irs wo­uld be what we call a ca­re­er-li­mi­ting event.”

  “‘Ca­re­er- li­mi­ting.’ You so­und am­bi­ti­o­us.” She le­aned in­to him, ta­citly ac­cep­ting help.

  “Whe­re you’re con­cer­ned, I am. Now, which ro­om are you sta­ying in?”

  Emmie di­rec­ted him to a ro­om to the right of the lan­ding. The wall switch tur­ned on the bed­si­de lamps, spre­ading po­ols of warm light ac­ross a ma­ho­gany bed with a la­ce ca­nopy. An open su­it­ca­se and fe­mi­ni­ne items la­id ac­ross a roc­ker spo­ke of tem­po­rary oc­cu­pancy.

  Emmie slid his jac­ket from her sho­ul­ders and han­ded it to him with her thanks. She lo­oked aro­und the ro­om as if she was too ti­red to think of what to do next.

  “Whi­le I’m he­re, I’m sup­po­sed to ma­ke su­re you ta­ke yo­ur me­di­ci­ne. Whe­re is it?”

  “The bat­h­ro­om.”

  In the me­di­ci­ne ca­bi­net of the adj­o­ining bath he lo­ca­ted the two pres­c­rip­ti­ons. “The la­bel says to ta­ke the­se with fo­od. Why don’t you get un­d­res­sed whi­le I go find you so­met­hing?”

  She nod­ded ab­sently but con­ti­nu­ed to stand in the mid­dle of the ro­om lo­oking be­mu­sed. “What’s the mat­ter?”

  “I just re­ali­zed I can’t get out of this dress. The zip­per is on the right un­der my arm. Oh well, Lyle can help me on­ce she gets ho­me.”

  “That co­uld be a co­up­le mo­re ho­urs. I’ll un­zip you.”

  “Um, that’s okay… I can-”

  “You can what? Sle­ep in the dress?” Do-Lord be­gan wor­king on the straps that held the sling in pla­ce.

  “No, re­al­ly.” She tri­ed to step away from him.

  “Not­hing’s go­ing to hap­pen,” he snap­ped, a lit­tle testy that she still pro­tes­ted his help. “I’m not go­ing to lie and say I don’t wish it co­uld. But it’s not go­ing to. Not to­night, an­y­way.”

  “It’s not?”

  Did she so­und a lit­tle di­sap­po­in­ted?

  “No.” He lif­ted the sling away from her arm. It had rub­bed off the ma­ke­up Trish had used to con­ce­al the bru­ises aro­und her sho­ul­der. He skim­med a ca­re­ful fin­ger over the dis­co­lo­red skin. “You’re not re­ady, and even if you we­re, you’re not up to it.” He tur­ned her to get a bet­ter lo­ok at the zip­per. “How do­es this thing work?”

  “You ha­ve to un­ho­ok the plac­ket. The zip­per is un­der­ne­ath.”

  He slid his fin­gers in­to the hot, mo­ist skin un­der her arm, ben­ding his he­ad clo­se to see the tiny ho­ok. Her wo­man smell ca­me to him, and pri­mal ne­ed star­ted a slow, he­avy thud of his he­art. He no­ted her sud­den in-bre­ath and tiny shud­der when his fin­gers gra­zed the un­der­si­de of her arms. So she was sen­si­ti­ve the­re. He fi­led the know­led­ge for fu­tu­re re­fe­ren­ce.

  The zip­per par­ted, and Em­mie clap­ped her hand to her bre­ast to ke­ep the dress up. Ca­leb tur­ned her back to­ward him.

  “Now the bra.” He pus­hed the ma­te­ri­al of the dress asi­de, ba­ring her back and the ho­oks of the bron­ze bra. Her skin was silk, gle­aming over the fe­mi­ni­ne sha­pe of her back. If he hadn’t just pro­mi­sed not­hing wo­uld hap­pen, he wo­uld sli­de his hands aro­und to cup the ful­lness he had just re­le­ased. He let his hands lin­ger only a se­cond lon­ger than he sho­uld ha­ve.

  “What ha­ve you be­en sle­eping in?”

  “Gra­ce bro­ught me one of her hus­band’s pa­j­ama tops.

  So­met­hing I can get in­to wit­ho­ut lif­ting my arm. It’s han­ging on the bat­h­ro­om do­or.”

  “Stay the­re.” Do-Lord fo­und the pa­j­ama and the equ­al­ly over­si­zed ro­be han­ging with it.

  He bun­c­hed the sle­eve to­get­her as you wo­uld a stoc­king and slip­ped it over her hand, then drew it up her arm. Mo­ving be­hind her, he spre­ad it over her back and dra­ped it over the ot­her sho­ul­der. “Okay, put yo­ur ot­her arm thro­ugh.”

  “I can’t wit­ho­ut let­ting go of the dress.”

  “Let go. I’m not go­ing to lo­ok.”

  Emmie snor­ted. “Do you think I be­li­eve that?”

  Do- Lord re­ac­hed aro­und her neck and pul­led the la­pels of the hu­ge gar­ment to­get­her. “I’m go­ing to lo­ok, but I’m not go­ing to see much, okay?”

  Emmie gig­gled. She re­le­ased the top of the dress to put her arm thro­ugh the sle­eve. The dress slid down to snag on her hips.

  It was the gig­gle that did it.

  The pa­j­ama top, ha­ving be­en slept in for se­ve­ral nights, was full of her scent. He had fully in­ten­ded to help her out of her dress wit­ho­ut pus­hing for mo­re. But with her wo­manly scent go­ing to his he­ad, he ne­eded a tas­te of her swe­et­ness. Just a tas­te to ti­de him over.

  He wal­ked aro­und her. Swal­lo­wed in pin­s­t­ri­pe flan­nel, she sho­uld ha­ve be­en the op­po­si­te of al­lu­re, and yet he lon­ged for one tas­te, just one tas­te, as a par­c­hed man cra­ves the co­ol rep­le­nis­h­ment of wa­ter. With de­li­be­ra­te fin­gers he but­to­ned the pa­j­ama top, hi­ding her from his tem­p­ta­ti­on.

  She wat­c­hed him with the ab­sor­bed cu­ri­osity of a child. She didn’t chat. He’d no­ti­ced that be­fo­re abo­ut her. If she had so­met­hing to say, she sa­id it. Ot­her­wi­se, she wat­c­hed and lis­te­ned.

  Lo­at­he to stop to­uc­hing her when he fi­nis­hed with the but­tons, he set­tled the sho­ul­der se­ams, then stra­ig­h­te­ned the col­lar. Her ha­ir was trap­ped, and he slid his hand un­der it to free it. His palms en­co­un­te­red the smo­ot­h­ness of her neck whi­le the co­ol, sle­ek strands flo­wed over his knuc­k­les. “I don’t even we­ar pa­j­amas,” he told her, his vo­ice a lit­tle husky, “but I think I might buy so­me-just so you can put them on.”

  The tiny tra­vel clock on the nig­h­t­s­tand tic­ked lo­ud in the bre­at­h­less si­len­ce, and de­ep in­si­de the ho­use the fur­na­ce ca­me on. The long-ca­se clock that sto­od in the entry be­si­de the sta­irs bon­ged on­ce.

  She ra­ised tho­se wi­de, in­no­cent blue eyes, in­vi­ta­ti­on and cu­ri­osity in equ­al parts in the­ir depths. “Are you go­ing to kiss me now?”

  “Yes, I think I am.” He was a man. It wasn’t in his na­tu­re not to ta­ke what was of­fe­red, not when he wan­ted it with a wan­ting that cla­wed his in­si­des and tig­h­te­ned every mus­c­le. Even tho­ugh it wasn’t a go­od idea. He sho­uld stay fo­cu­sed and re­mem­ber he wasn’t lo­oking for a roll in the hay. He ne­eded to ma­ke Em­mie his ally, and sex wo­uld bind her to him. It wo­uld work in his fa­vor pre­ci­sely be­ca­use she wasn’t the kind of wo­man who ca­su­al­ly to­ok men to her body. But she was vul­ne­rab­le to­night. Ex­ha­us­ted by con­s­tant pa­in, be­fud­dled by unac­cus­to­med al­co­hol and drugs, she might do what she wo­uld reg­ret to­mor­row. If she de­ci­ded her pri­de was wo­un­ded, he un­der­s­to­od her well eno­ugh to know he’d ne­ver get anot­her chan­ce.

  He wan­ted to un­set­tle her and gi­ve her so­met­hing to think abo­ut, but not so­met­hing to reg­ret. A kiss or two and he wo­uld stop. He thre­aded his fin­gers de­ep in her ha­ir and cup­ped the back of her he­ad. “Co­me clo­ser.” He put his hand at her wa­ist. He wan­ted to fe­el the sof­t­ness of the bre­asts he had fre­ed crus­hed aga­inst his chest and press him­self aga­inst the notch of her thighs, but his hand en­co­un­te­red the crum­p­led top of her dress un­der the pa­j­ama whe­re it had snag­ged on her hip. “Wo­uldn’t you li­ke to step out of the dress?”

  She lo­oked down at the dress bun­c­hed aro­und her hips as if sur­p­ri­sed to le­arn she still was we­aring it, as if she won­de­red how it had got­ten the­re. She pus­hed at it left-han­ded. “Help me.”

  He ran his hands un­der the flan­nel and tug­ged, but the dress wasn’t go­ing to mo­ve. The­re was not­hing to do but pe­el it away, his hands aga­inst her ba­re skin. He en­co­un­te­red lacy elas­tic. My god, she had on a thong!

  No amo­unt of tel­ling him­self to ta­ke it easy was go­ing to res­t­ra­in him. The slightly co­oler skin ac­ross her hip, even sil­ki­er than her na­pe, cal­led him to ex­p­lo­re its tex­tu­res and test the soft re­si­li­en­ce of the flesh un­der­ne­ath.

  At last the dress drop­ped with a sil­ken who­osh to her fe­et, but not be­fo­re swe­at dam­pe­ned his ar­m­pits and his he­art chug­ged with dri­ving de­mand.

  He to­ok her hand. “Step out of it.”

  She did, and he pul­led her to him. Go­od idea or not, he was not go­ing to let her go un­til he’d had so­me sa­tis­fac­ti­on.

  She ca­me to him wil­lingly, blue eyes wi­de with fe­mi­ni­ne cu­ri­osity. Just a tas­te, he pro­mi­sed him­self. And if he wasn’t go­ing to get eno­ugh to sa­tisfy his hun­ger, he wo­uld ma­ke it last.

  He nib­bled at the cor­ner of her mo­uth just as he used to nib­ble the ed­ges of the co­oki­es Mrs. McCrea bro­ught to the lib­rary, his ton­gue lic­king to catch every crumb of swe­et­ness un­til he fo­und his way to the ten­der, mo­ist cen­ter. He had known he wo­uld be even hun­g­ri­er when the co­okie was go­ne.

  Afra­id to bre­ak wha­te­ver spell kept her in its thrall, Em­mie held her­self very still. For days the big ho­use had be­en full of clat­ter and ban­ging do­ors, fo­ot­s­teps to and fro, ex­ci­ted vo­ices of a con­s­tant stre­am of com­pany. Now it had bre­at­h­less wa­iting si­len­ce, even the soft si­bi­lan­ce from the he­ating duct ce­ased.

  Wha­te­ver she had ex­pec­ted from this man’s kiss, it wasn’t this slow ca­re­ful te­asing with tiny to­uc­hes of his ton­gue. His lips we­re soft, yet pur­po­se­ful, and tiny pric­k­les from his be­ard ab­ra­ded her che­ek. As if he so­ught a fla­vor hid­den exactly the­re, his ton­gue bur­ro­wed de­ep in the cor­ner of her mo­uth.

 

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