Lord Byron - Delphi Poets Series, page 161
This hateful compound of her atoms, and 60
Resolve back to her elements, and take
The shape of any reptile save myself,
And make a world for myriads of new worms!
This knife! now let me prove if it will sever
This withered slip of Nature’s nightshade — my
Vile form — from the creation, as it hath
The green bough from the forest.
[Arnold places the knife in the ground, with the point upwards.
Now ‘tis set,
And I can fall upon it. Yet one glance
On the fair day, which sees no foul thing like
Myself, and the sweet sun which warmed me, but 70
In vain. The birds — how joyously they sing!
So let them, for I would not be lamented:
But let their merriest notes be Arnold’s knell;
The fallen leaves my monument; the murmur
Of the near fountain my sole elegy.
Now, knife, stand firmly, as I fain would fall!
[As he rushes to throw himself upon the knife, his eye is suddenly caught by the fountain, which seems in motion.
The fountain moves without a wind: but shall
The ripple of a spring change my resolve?
No. Yet it moves again! The waters stir,
Not as with air, but by some subterrane 80
And rocking Power of the internal world.
What’s here? A mist! No more? —
[A cloud comes from the fountain. He stands gazing upon it: it is dispelled, and a tall black man comes towards him.
Arn. What would you? Speak!
Spirit or man?
Stran. As man is both, why not
Say both in one?
Arn. Your form is man’s, and yet
You may be devil.
Stran. So many men are that
Which is so called or thought, that you may add me
To which you please, without much wrong to either.
But come: you wish to kill yourself; — pursue
Your purpose.
Arn. You have interrupted me.
Stran. What is that resolution which can e’er 90
Be interrupted? If I be the devil
You deem, a single moment would have made you
Mine, and for ever, by your suicide;
And yet my coming saves you.
Arn. I said not
You were the Demon, but that your approach
Was like one.
Stran. Unless you keep company
With him (and you seem scarce used to such high
Society) you can’t tell how he approaches;
And for his aspect, look upon the fountain,
And then on me, and judge which of us twain 100
Looks likest what the boors believe to be
Their cloven-footed terror.
Arn. Do you — dare you
To taunt me with my born deformity?
Stran. Were I to taunt a buffalo with this
Cloven foot of thine, or the swift dromedary
With thy Sublime of Humps, the animals
Would revel in the compliment. And yet
Both beings are more swift, more strong, more mighty
In action and endurance than thyself,
And all the fierce and fair of the same kind 110
With thee. Thy form is natural: ‘twas only
Nature’s mistaken largess to bestow
The gifts which are of others upon man.
Arn. Give me the strength then of the buffalo’s foot,
When he spurns high the dust, beholding his
Near enemy; or let me have the long
And patient swiftness of the desert-ship,
The helmless dromedary! — and I’ll bear
Thy fiendish sarcasm with a saintly patience.
Stran. I will.
Arn. (with surprise). Thou canst?
Stran. Perhaps. Would you aught else? 120
Arn. Thou mockest me.
Stran. Not I. Why should I mock
What all are mocking? That’s poor sport, methinks.
To talk to thee in human language (for
Thou canst not yet speak mine), the forester
Hunts not the wretched coney, but the boar,
Or wolf, or lion — leaving paltry game
To petty burghers, who leave once a year
Their walls, to fill their household cauldrons with
Such scullion prey. The meanest gibe at thee, —
Now I can mock the mightiest.
Arn. Then waste not 130
Thy time on me: I seek thee not.
Stran. Your thoughts
Are not far from me. Do not send me back:
I’m not so easily recalled to do
Good service.
Arn. What wilt thou do for me?
Stran. Change
Shapes with you, if you will, since yours so irks you;
Or form you to your wish in any shape.
Arn. Oh! then you are indeed the Demon, for
Nought else would wittingly wear mine.
Stran. I’ll show thee
The brightest which the world e’er bore, and give thee
Thy choice.
Arn. On what condition?
Stran. There’s a question! 140
An hour ago you would have given your soul
To look like other men, and now you pause
To wear the form of heroes.
Arn. No; I will not.
I must not compromise my soul.
Stran. What soul,
Worth naming so, would dwell in such a carcase?
Arn. ‘Tis an aspiring one, whate’er the tenement
In which it is mislodged. But name your compact:
Must it be signed in blood?
Stran. Not in your own.
Arn. Whose blood then?
Stran. We will talk of that hereafter.
But I’ll be moderate with you, for I see 150
Great things within you. You shall have no bond
But your own will, no contract save your deeds.
Are you content?
Arn. I take thee at thy word.
Stran. Now then! —
[The Stranger approaches the fountain, and turns to Arnold.
A little of your blood.
Arn. For what?
Stran. To mingle with the magic of the waters,
And make the charm effective.
Arn. (holding out his wounded arm). Take it all.
Stran. Not now. A few drops will suffice for this.
[The Stranger takes some of Arnold’s blood in his hand, and casts it into the fountain.
Shadows of Beauty!
Shadows of Power!
Rise to your duty — 160
This is the hour!
Walk lovely and pliant
From the depth of this fountain,
As the cloud-shapen giant
Bestrides the Hartz Mountain.
Come as ye were,
That our eyes may behold
The model in air
Of the form I will mould,
Bright as the Iris 170
When ether is spanned; —
Such his desire is,[Pointing to Arnold.
Such my command!
Demons heroic —
Demons who wore
The form of the Stoic
Or sophist of yore —
Or the shape of each victor —
From Macedon’s boy,
To each high Roman’s picture, 180
Who breathed to destroy —
Shadows of Beauty!
Shadows of Power!
Up to your duty —
This is the hour!
[Various phantoms arise from the waters, and pass in succession before the Stranger and Arnold.
Arn. What do I see?
Stran. The black-eyed Roman, with
The eagle’s beak between those eyes which ne’er
Beheld a conqueror, or looked along
The land he made not Rome’s, while Rome became
His, and all theirs who heired his very name. 190
Arn. The phantom’s bald; my quest is beauty. Could I
Inherit but his fame with his defects!
Stran. His brow was girt with laurels more than hairs.
You see his aspect — choose it, or reject.
I can but promise you his form; his fame
Must be long sought and fought for.
Arn. I will fight, too,
But not as a mock Cæsar. Let him pass:
His aspect may be fair, but suits me not.
Stran. Then you are far more difficult to please
Than Cato’s sister, or than Brutus’s mother, 200
Or Cleopatra at sixteen — an age
When love is not less in the eye than heart.
But be it so! Shadow, pass on!
[The phantom of Julius Cæsar disappears.
Arn. And can it
Be, that the man who shook the earth is gone,
And left no footstep?
Stran. There you err. His substance
Left graves enough, and woes enough, and fame
More than enough to track his memory;
But for his shadow — ’tis no more than yours,
Except a little longer and less crooked
I’ the sun. Behold another