Night Shift (Jill Kismet), page 22
I’d made it. The knowledge I’d brought out of the space between thrummed in my veins, spilled through my head, and the whole monstrous pattern became clear.
I began to cry as Saul cupped my face in his bloody hands, the ruby a hard hot edge against my cheek. I sobbed until my ribs ached, howling, and when he kissed me I couldn’t stop weeping but I also started to scream, and he swallowed my cries as I found out I was once again alive.
26
I splashed cold water on my face again, flung my head back. A charm chimed against the mirror, whipping at the end of a long strand of hair. The phone shrilled, and I reached it just as Saul appeared in my bedroom door. My guns lay on the nightstand, each with a full clip and one in the chamber.
It was Harp. “We’ve got him, Jill. His name’s Billy Ironwater, and he hails from Connecticut. He went to visit kin in upstate New York—the Alleghany pack—and disappeared about half a year before murders started popping up, murders that until now have been ‘lost’ in a stack of paperwork. The Alleghany canines have been looking for him and running up against blank walls. Most of those walls lead back to hellbreed, and in that state it only means one thing.”
I felt the click of a pattern slide under my skin, resounding in my bones. “Arkady,” I breathed. I couldn’t call him anything else, now. Not when I had brushed him between and seen his true face.
“Yeah. We’re in the barrio, at the Criz in the Plaza. Can you bring Saul? We’ve found a trail, and we need him. The entire Were population except for cubs is on this.” She was straining and eager, now that she had her prey in sight. Now it was time for the hunt, and all uncertainty was over.
It was a relief. My brain slid into overdrive, the plan crystallizing in a moment. It was a good plan, and might even get me out of this alive. “I’ll give him my car keys.” Shocked silence rang on the line. I slid one gun into its holster, then the other. “What? I can’t go into the barrio, I’m a gringa. Besides, I’ve got shit of my own to do.”
“You’re giving him your car keys?” She sounded, for once, taken aback. The hard note of glee was gone.
I felt sorry for raining on her parade. “How else is he going to get down there in time? This is worse than you think, Harp. Get moving; he’ll catch up.” I slammed the phone down and turned to Saul. “Harp needs you, down in the barrio. They’ve found a trail, and just found out who our mystery boy is. Name’s Billy Ironwater and he’s a canine Were from Connecticut.” My hand shot out, and I tossed the jingling clatter of my spare set of car keys at him. I picked up my next spare leather trench coat from the bed, shook it experimentally, and shrugged into it. I’d put in my tiger’s eye earrings, and they tapped my cheeks as I shook my head, freeing my silver-laden hair from the collar of the coat. The blessing in the stones flashed blue for a moment, subsided.
“I thought nobody drove your baby but you.” He said it mildly, slipping the keys in the pocket of his jeans.
“If I can trust you to hold the line while I go between I can trust you not to scratch my goddamn paint job,” I snapped. Get him out of here, Jill. Hurry up.
Do it quick.
“What are you planning?” His dark eyes had narrowed, and I allowed myself a few moments of looking at his cheekbones, the shape of his mouth, the loose grace of his hands. He was beautiful in the way only a Were can be, each line arranged for maximum effect.
Like something human, only better, stripped of imperfections. All the flaws burned out, instead of scored in with a hellbreed’s kiss. The distance between us yawned wide as the chasm between ordinary waking life and the screaming winds of between.
“I’m going to finish my end of this, and you and the Weres will finish yours.” After that maybe it’s time for a vacation. I wonder what Tahiti looks like this time of year. Ugh, maybe not. I’ve had all I can stand of heat and rain.
He took two steps into the room. “I wonder . . .” The sentence stopped itself, and his eyes met mine. The stinging communication returned, deeper than ever, the line between us wide open now and humming with force. It felt too good, too familiar.
“Don’t wonder. Get going. You can find the barrio from here, and once you get there you can follow your nose.” My hands had turned into fists. The scar pulsed, my agitation plucking at it.
Another two steps toward me. God in Heaven, can’t you just go? I wanted to scream it, folded my mouth against the cry. Clenched my hands even tighter. Silver clinked and jangled in my hair.
He approached me cautiously. When he was within arm’s length I made a restless movement and he stopped, his feet poised. “What’s wrong?”
What the fuck do you think is wrong? “This isn’t going to work,” I told him flatly. “You have to go. You have to. Right now.”
His mouth compressed into a thin line. He reached up, and I thought he meant to touch my cheek. I flinched away, but his hand flicked, and one of my charms dropped into his palm, neatest trick of the week.
“Hey—”
Saul retreated swiftly, paused in the door. He held up the charm—a silver wagon wheel, tied to a long lock of my dark hair. His claws had sliced through as effectively as a razor.
I stared at him. That close, and that quick, it could have been my jugular opened instead of a lock of hair sliced. The worst part was that I didn’t care. If he was close enough to kill me, he was close enough that I could breathe in that smell of safety, of something too good for someone like me.
“You’re not hellbreed,” he said softly. “And I’m not rogue. It might work.”
There. It was out in the open, it was said. I opened my mouth, let my half of the flawed equation slip out. “I’m contaminated. I’m not willing to take the chance.” Now will you please get the hell out of here?
“You’ve been wrong before.” He stepped back, his fist closing over the silver charm. His boots made no sound, and it hurt to see his fluid grace, and the way his eyes moved over my face, as if he saw something precious there.
“So have you. Get going, Were.” Go and find yourself a nice pretty Were girl on the Rez and raise nice cublets. Forget about all of this.
“I’ve only been wrong once, hunter.” Then he was gone, the space in the air where he’d stood crying out to me.
I stood wooden next to my bed, my eyes shut, listening. When the garage door opened and my car’s engine roused my shoulders sagged. When I heard the purr of the Impala receding along the street, I finally opened my eyes.
My cheeks were wet. I swiped at them angrily and slid the replacement pager into its padded pocket a moment before the phone shrilled again. I was starting to hate that goddamn noise, and had a brief satisfying vision of emptying a clip into the fucking thing.
I couldn’t waste the ammo. I hooked the headset up out of the cradle. “Talk.” I sounded a little less than welcoming, even to myself.
“So glad to find you at home, my dear.” Perry’s voice had turned from bland to venomously gleeful. “I am calling to inform you the meeting you requested is scheduled for dusk, here at the Monde. It is the only place I can be assured of your safety.”
You sound so happy I’m going to bet my safety isn’t on the agenda tonight. My mouth had gone desert-dry and sandy inside. Cool sweat rose up on my forehead and prickled at the small of my back. I was about to use my own body as the lure in a trap, for the five hundredth time in my life.
As usual, I took refuge in sarcasm. “Gee, Pericles. That’s awful swell of you. Do I get a pony for Christmas too?”
“Do not bait me today.” The words rattled around my ears, each spilling their load of cool poison. “There is a limit to what I allow you, Kismet.”
My temper broke with a brittle snap. “Get one thing straight, hellbreed. Your end of this stinks, and if you want to keep your nice cushy little existence in my city you will keep in line. You fuck with me, and there won’t be any profit in this for you. It’ll be all loss, and I’ll personally take pleasure in filling you with silverjacket lead right before I burn your web to the goddamn ground with you in it. Is that clear enough for even your thick little head?”
Amazingly, he chuckled. The sound was so warm and rich my hands began to shake. “You’re coming along quite nicely. See you at dusk, my dear.” A sound that might have been a kiss breathed into the telephone, and the line went dead.
I checked the clock, picking up my knives and sliding them into their sheaths. Dusk gave me roughly six hours to nerve myself up for what I had to do.
Get going, Jill. Come on.
I got going.
27
The next wave of stormy weather had begun to move across the city by the time I reached Galina’s. I didn’t go through the shop. Instead, I leapt across a narrow gap between the Italian restaurant next door and the rooftop of her building.
Galina’s greenhouse glowed with failing light as I cast my glance over the roof again. Concrete was gritty and oily underneath my boots, their leather still dark with my own blood. The stain in the closet next to my practice room had gotten deeper, wine-dark inside the double circle.
How long are you going to keep bleeding, Jill?
Another useless question.
I lifted up the latch and ducked into the greenhouse. The cloak of Sanctuary shields had no reason to stop me, which told me Galina was out of her sanctum and in the house somewhere.
Probably sensing me overhead.
Most certainly waiting. The entire world was breathless with waiting. The pattern, seen with striking clarity in the buffeting nonspace of between, had its own momentum now. All that remained was for me to do what came next.
And not get my stupid self killed. That was going to be the hard part.
The sunsword lay on a slim table scattered with gardening tools under a shelf of blue frilly orchids. Dozing, drowsy heat encircled me, the scar on my wrist pulsing under its carapace of copper, clipped on just this morning. I smelled decaying organic matter in the potting soil, the healthy powerful scent of green things growing, the sharp pungency of just-watered earth. I closed my hand around the hilt.
The Sanctuary shields shivered, tensing. My skin chilled.
“I’m not going to do anything,” I said without turning around. “I just want to talk to her.”
“I don’t know if that’s a good idea.” Galina spoke from the trapdoor leading down to her bedroom. She never did like to be far from her plants. “I’m sorry I couldn’t tell you, Jill. It’s the nature of the Sanctuary vow.”
You keep my secrets just as thoroughly, I suppose I can’t blame you. I nodded, deciding to piece it together. “Understood. She came here with him, didn’t she? They were desperate, looking only for a way out by now, since they couldn’t run anywhere else; Arkady was too close. Ironwater suggested a Sanctuary, probably as his last hope.”
“I’m always a last resort, Jill. Just like you. I couldn’t help him. He had some periods of lucidity, but . . .” Heaviness tinted her voice. “She’s here now, asking for a weapon to kill you with—one I won’t give her, by the way. He’s gone, broke all her protections and fled. The Weres are hunting him now?”
So he ran away even from her, at last. He must want to die. There would be no torture more thorough for a hellbreed-broken Were with intermittent periods of sanity than to know that he had broken a whole clutch of their oldest taboos and tasted human flesh. “You know they are. This time they’ll catch him, because she won’t be there to mask his trail and slip him free.” I slid the sunsword into the soft leather sheath through the side snaps. The clicking of the snaps was very loud in the stillness. The walls hummed their song of Sanctuary. “I wouldn’t have put the pieces together, except I went between this morning. I saw what she’s hiding from, and I know she wouldn’t shelter with any hellbreed. That’s why I couldn’t flush her out by burning hellbreed holes. She moved him around as much as she dared, and she hid the last place anyone would suspect—with a Sanctuary. A human.”
It’s official. Perry called me here to flush her out of hiding, but didn’t pursue her. Why? What’s his game?
Even with all I now knew, that part was still murky. It was enough of a wild card to give anyone cold sweats.
“I took my vows.” Her voice didn’t tremble. “And I’ll keep her here to give you a head start. I don’t want any more fights on my roof, and you’re my friend as well as our hunter, Jill. This city can’t stand to lose you.”
Mighty nice of you, Galina. “I just want to talk. That’s all.”
I sensed the sad slow shake of her head. “I said that’s not a good idea. You’d better get out of here. Once the Weres catch him there will be hell to pay.”
A chill touched the base of my spine. “There’s going to be hell to pay all right.” I picked up the sword, buckled the diagonal strap so it rode my back, a heavy comforting weight. “But she’s not going to be dealing it out. I am.” The glass walls rattled a little, responding both to my voice and the cycling-up of the Sanctuary shields.
Did Galina think I was going to turn on her?
A hunter is supposed to be unpredictable. Still, a Sanctuary should have no doubts about my trustworthiness. But Galina knew I’d been too late to save Mikhail—and maybe she suspected why.
You can’t lie to yourself as a hunter. But I still couldn’t decide if I had been too late because of some lingering traces of trust and respect for Mikhail keeping me too far back when I followed him that night, or if I had hung back because some part of me knew something was going to happen—and wanted to punish him for betraying me, not as a teacher or as a father, but as a lover.
Did it matter? I had been too late, in any case, and Mikhail had bled out, choking on his own blood. Melisande Belisa, the Sorrows bitch, had stolen his most precious amulet, the one that should have gone to me, and fled into the night.
And now here I was.
“You should go,” Galina repeated softly. Conciliatory, but with a core of steel.
For fuck’s sake. Can’t you see I’m trying to finish this and stop all the killing? “Tell her this, Galina. I’ve got a meet with Perry and Arkady tonight at the Monde. Arkady started this whole mess. He’s liable, but I can’t take him on without help and Perry’s about as useful as tits on a boar hog in this situation. He’ll be too busy trying to figure angles for himself. Billy Ironwater’s death will be clean and merciful. If she goes with me up against Arkady, I promise her revenge on her father—and a clean death, as painless as I can make it.” My voice caught. I turned, and saw Galina standing at the edge of the trapdoor, her green tilted eyes alight with sorrow and raw power. An ageless look, and one I almost felt sure my own face was wearing.
Galina was in full Sanctuary robes, gray silk with the wide hood thrown back, the undersleeves of crimson glowing eerily. Her necklace—quartered circle, serpent shifting—glittered with hard darts of light. “I’ll pass it along. Now get out.” She held a gun, her slim fingers loose as it dangled by her side. Was it for me, or for the hellbreed brooding below? I almost imagined I could feel Cenci’s breathing in the hot stillness.
Waiting, like a pale blind adder under a rock. Were we both snakes hiding under the same stone?
No. I’m not hellbreed. I backed toward the door, feeling my way with each footstep. “No hard feelings, Galina.” She was, after all, a Sanctuary. She had no choice.
Just like I had no choice.
“None on my end either, Jill. I’ll hold her until you’re gone. Be safe out there.”
I finally said it. “You know I can’t. It’s not in my goddamn job description.” I eased out of the door, closing it behind me with a click. The sunsword vibrated on my back. My boots ground the rooftop as I took a running leap and launched myself out into space, landing on the street below and pulling etheric energy through the scar, streaking away.
Clouds covered the city under a yellow-green dome, heat held close and breathless under glass. Out in the desert there would be heat lightning, and animals scuttling to shelter. Here in the valley, in my city, there was scurrying to get under cover too. Even the humans could feel something lurking in the heat and the boiling sky.
Something with teeth, just looking to close on the unwary. No wonder they sought cover.
My pager went off four times. Harp, trying to track me down. I didn’t respond. The game was set and the pieces were moving, and there was nothing to do now but see how it finished out. I had my own moves to make.
I sat for a long time in my usual back pew at Mary of the Immaculate Conception, watching candleflames shudder as uneven currents of storm-charged air brushed them. If Perry was watching me, I’d drawn him away from Galina’s house to here, where I usually came before I braved the Monde to make my monthly payments. My eyes drifted across the crucifix, Christ hanging with his attenuated limbs and peaceful face. A quiet, aesthetic representation of a death gruesomely paraded in front of the faithful for centuries—I wondered why they hadn’t chosen the Last Supper instead. Religion might be a little more civilized if a picture of a feast instead of a Roman torture was pasted up in the churches.
Still, I know better. Humanity doesn’t go in for gentle gods. I wished Mikhail was alive; I would have wanted to hear what he would say about my forays into philosophy. Probably something practical, like how all the philosophy in the world wouldn’t stop a bullet.
Oh, Mikhail. I loved you. I love you so much.
Did I kill you? Even now I didn’t know.
It all boiled down to simple starkness. There was light and there was darkness; and there were those in the light who fought the dark. It made us worse, sometimes, than the darkness itself. We were so close to that edge. It was impossible not to step over sometimes, whether from momentum or choice.
Did that mean we should stop fighting? What decent person could, even if the job itself wasn’t decent at all?
