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THE MYSTICS


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  THE MYSTICS

  KATHERINE CECIL

  THURSTON

  WILDSIDE PRESS

  THE MYSTICS

  This edition published in 2007 by Wildside Press, LLC.

  www.wildsidebooks.com

  CHAPTER I

  Of all the sensations to which the human mind is a prey, there is

  none so powerful in its finality, so chilling in its sense of an

  impending event as the knowledge that Death — grim, implacable

  Death — has cast his shadow on a life that custom and circum-

  stance have rendered familiar. Whatever the personal feeling may

  be — whether dismay, despair, or relief — no man or woman can

  watch that advancing shadow without a quailing at the heart, an

  individual shrinking from the terrible, natural mystery that we

  must all face in turn — each for himself and each alone.

  In a gaunt house on the loneliest point where the Scottish

  coast overlooks the Irish Sea, John Henderson was watching his

  uncle die. In the plain, whitewashed room where the sick man lay,

  a fire was burning and a couple of oil-lamps shed an uncertain

  glow; but outside, the wind roared inland from the shore, and the

  rain splashed in furious showers against the windows of the

  house. It was a night of tumult and darkness; but neither the old

  man who lay waiting for the end nor the young man who watched

  that end approaching gave any heed to the turmoil of the ele-

  ments. Each was self-engrossed.

  Except for an occasional rasping cough, or a slow, indrawn

  breath, no sign came from the small iron bedstead on which the

  dying man lay. His hard, emaciated face was set in an impene-

  trable mask; his glazed eyes were fixed immovably on a distant

  portion of the ceiling; and his hands lay clasped upon his breast,

  covering some object that depended from his neck.

  He had lain thus since the doctor from the neighboring town

  had braved the rising storm and ridden over to see him in the fall

  of the evening; and no accentuation of the gale that lashed the

  house, no increase in the roar of the ocean three hundred yards

  away, had power to interrupt his lethargy.

  In curious contrast was the expression that marked his

  nephew’s face. An extraordinary suppressed energy was visible in

  every line of John Henderson’s body as he sat crouching over the

  fire; and a look of irrepressible excitement smoldered in the eyes

  that gazed into the glowing coals. He was barely twenty-three

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  years old, but the self-control that comes from endurance and privation sat unmistakably on his knitted brows and closed lips. He

  was neither handsome of feature nor graceful of figure, yet there

  was something more striking and interesting than either grace or

  beauty in the strong, youthful form and the strong, intelligent

  face. For a long time he retained his crouching seat on the wooden

  stool that stood before the hearth; then at last the activity at work within his mind made further inaction intolerable. He rose and

  turned towards the bed.

  The dying man lay motionless, awaiting the final summons

  with that aloofness that suggests a spirit already partially extri-

  cated from its covering of flesh. His glassy eyes were still fixed and immovable save for an occasional twitching of the eyelids; his

  pallid lips were drawn back from his strong, prominent teeth; and

  the skin about his temples looked shrivelled and sallow. The doc-

  tor’s parting words came sharply to the younger man’s mind.

  “Sit still and watch him — you can do no more.”

  He reiterated this injunction many times mentally as he stood

  contemplating the man who for seven interminable years had

  ruled, repressed, and worked him as he might have worked a well-

  constructed, manageable machine; and a sudden rush of joy, of

  freedom and recompense flooded his heart and set his pulses

  throbbing. He momentarily lost sight of the grim shadow hov-

  ering over the house. The sense of emancipation rose tumultu-

  ously, over-ruling even the immense solemnity of approaching

  Death.

  John Henderson had known little of the easy, pleasant paths

  of life, carpeted by wealth and sheltered by influence. His most

  childish and distant recollections carried him back to days of anx-

  ious poverty. His father, the elder son of a wealthy Scottish land-

  owner, had quarrelled with his father, and at the age of twenty left his home, disinherited in favor of his younger brother. Possessed

  of a peculiar temperament — passionate, headstrong, dogged in

  his resolves, he had shaken the dust of Scotland from his feet;

  sworn never to be beholden to either father or brother for the

  fraction of a penny, and had gone out into the world to seek his

  fortune. But the fortune had been far to seek. For years he had fol-

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  lowed the sea; for years he had toiled on land; but in every undertaking failure stalked him. Finally, at the age of fifty, he touched success for the first time. He fell in love and found his love

  returned. But here again the irony of fate was constant in its pur-

  suit. The object of his choice was the daughter of an artist, a man

  as needy, as entirely unfortunate as he himself.

  But love at fifty is sometimes as blind as love at twenty-five.

  With an improvidence that belied his nationality, Alick Hen-

  derson married after a courtship as brief as it was happy. For a

  year he shared the hap-hazard life of his wife and father-in-law;

  then Nature saw fit to alter the small ménage. The artist died, and almost at the same time little John was born.

  With the coming of the child, Henderson conceived a new

  impetus and also a new sense of bitterness and self-reproach. A

  homeless failure may tramp the face of the earth and feel no

  shame; but the unsuccessful man who is a husband and a father

  moves upon a different plane. He has ties — responsibilities —

  something for which he must answer to himself.

  There is pathos in the picture of a man setting forth at fifty-

  one to conquer the world anew; and its grim futility is not good to

  look upon. Henderson had failed for himself, and he failed equal-

  ly for others. The years that followed his marriage were but the

  unwinding of a pitifully old story. Before his boy was ten years old he had run the gamut of humiliation; he had done everything that

  the pinch of poverty could demand, except apply for aid to his

  brother Andrew. This even the faithful, patient wife who had

  stood stanch in all his trials never dared to suggest.

  In this atmosphere John learned to look upon life. A naturally

  high-spirited and courageous child, he gradually fell under that

  spell of premature understanding that is the portion of a mind

  forced too soon to realize the significance of ways and means. Day

  by day his serious eyes gre
w to comprehend the lines that marked

  his mother’s beloved face; to know the cost at which his own edu-

  cation, his own wants, were supplied by the tired, silent father,

  who, despite his shabby clothes and prematurely broken air,

  seemed perpetually to move in the glamour of a past romance; and

  gradually, steadily, passionately, as these things came home to

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  him, there grew up in his youthful mind a desire to compensate by his own future for the struggle he daily witnessed.

  Many were the nights when — his lessons for the next day fin-

  ished, and his father away at one of the many precarious tasks that

  kept the household together — he would draw close to his mother,

  as she sat industriously sewing, and beg her for the hundredth

  time to recount the story of the grim Scotch home where his father

  had lost his birthright; of the stern old grandfather who had died

  inexorably unforgiving; of the unknown uncle of whom rumor

  told many eccentric stories. And, roused by the recital, his boyish

  face would flush, his boyish mind leap forward towards the fu-

  ture.

  “’Twill all come back, mother!” he would cry. “’Twill all come

  back! I’ll win it back!”

  And, with a sobbing laugh, his mother would drop her sewing

  and draw him to her heart in a sudden yearning of love and pride.

  In such surroundings and in such an atmosphere he passed

  sixteen years; then the first upheaval of his life took place. His

  father died.

  His first recollection — when the terrible necessities of the

  event were past, and his own grief and consternation had partially

  subsided — was the remembrance of his mother calling him to her

  room; of her kissing him, crying over him and telling him of the

  resolve she had taken to write and make known his existence to his

  uncle in Scotland.

  The confession at first overwhelmed him. His own pride, his

  sense of loyalty to his father’s memory prompted him to cry out

  against the idea as against a sacrilege. Then slowly his boyish,

  immature mind grasped something of the nobility that prompted

  the decision — something of the inexpressible love that counted

  sentiment and personal dignity as nothing beside his own future;

  and in a passion of gratitude he flung his arms about his mother,

  repeating the old childish vows with a new and deeper force.

  So the letter to Scotland was despatched; and a time of sharp

  suspense followed for mother and son. Then, one never-to-be-

  forgotten day, the answer arrived.

  Andrew Henderson wrote unemotionally. He expressed for-

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  mal regret for his brother’s death, but evinced no interest in his sister-in-law’s position. He briefly described himself as living an

  isolated life in a small house on the sea-coast, a dozen miles from

  the family home which had remained untenanted since his fa-

  ther’s death. He admitted that with advancing years the duties of

  life had begun to weigh upon him, diverting his mind and time

  from the graver pursuits to which his life was devoted; finally he

  grudgingly suggested that, should his nephew care to undertake

  the duties of secretary at a salary of sixty pounds a year, he might find a home with him.

  The immediate feeling that followed the reading of the letter

  was fraught with chilling disappointment. On the moment, pride

  again asserted itself, urging a swift refusal of the rich man’s pro-

  posal; then once more the patience that had kept Mrs. Henderson

  brave and gentle during seventeen years of wearing poverty made

  itself felt. All thought of personal grievance faded from her mind

  as she pointed out the urgent necessity of John’s being seen and

  known by this uncle, whose only relation and ostensible heir he

  was. She talked for long, wisely and kindly — as mothers talk out

  of the unselfish fulness of their hearts — and with every word the

  golden castles of her imagination rose tower on tower to form the

  citadel in which her son was to reign supreme.

  So wisely and so lovingly did she talk that she persuaded not

  only the boy, but herself, into the belief that he had but to reach

  Scotland to make his inheritance sure; and before the day closed

  she wrote to Andrew Henderson accepting his offer. A week later

  the whole light of her life went out, as she watched the train steam out of the station, carrying John northward.

  Upon the days that followed his arrival in Scotland there is no

  need to dwell. He came as a stranger, and as a stranger he was

  introduced by his uncle to the routine of work expected of him.

  No mention was made of his recent loss, no suggestion was given

  that his mother should make her double bereavement easier by

  visits to her son. Whatever of hope or sentiment he had brought

  with him, he was left to destroy or smother as best he could.

  The first week resolved itself into one round of boyish home-

  sickness and desolation; then gradually, as the marvellous healing

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  properties of youth began to stir, a new feeling awakened in his mind — a sense of curiosity concerning the strange old man

  whom fate, by a twist of the wheel, had made the arbiter of his life.

  Even to one so young and inexperienced, it was impossible to

  know Andrew Henderson and not to feel that some strange pecu-

  liarity set him apart from other men. In his ascetic face, in his

  large, light-blue eyes, in his extraordinary air of abstraction and

  aloofness from mundane things, there was something that fasci-

  nated and repelled; and with a wondering interest the boy studied

  these things, trying in his unformed way to reconcile them with

  his narrow experience of human nature.

  For many weeks he sought without success for some key to the

  attitude of this new-found relative. Then one evening — when

  solution seemed least near — the key, metaphorically speaking,

  fell at his feet. Returning home from a ramble over the headland,

  his observant eye was caught by the sight of a narrow foot-track

  that, crossing the main pathway of the cliff, wound steeply up-

  ward and seemingly lost itself in a tangle of gorse and bracken.

  Stirred by a boyish desire for exploration, he paused, turned into

  this obscure track, and incontinently began its ascent.

  For some hundreds of yards it led upward in a sharp incline;

  and with its added steepness, the ardor of the explorer warmed.

  With impetuous haste he climbed the last dozen yards; when, as

  the anticipated summit was reached, he halted in abrupt, dis-

  mayed surprise; for with alarming suddenness the land broke off

  short, disclosing a deep gap or fissure, carpeted with heather and

  surrounded by natural protecting walls of rock, in the centre of

  which was set a miniature chapel built of dark stone.

  At sight of the little edifice, he thrilled with adventurous sur-

  prise. There was something mysterious, something almost fine in

  the sight of the small temple, with the setting sun gleaming on its

  solid walls, its low, massive door and round window of thick

  stained glass. He leaned out over the shelving rock, staring down

  upon it with wide, astonished eyes; then the natural instinct of the boy overtopped every other feeling. With a quick-movement of

  excitement and expectation, he began to descend into the hollow.

  But though he walked round the little building a dozen times,

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  shook the heavy door and peered ineffectually into the opaque window, nothing rewarded his curiosity, and after half an hour of

  diligent endeavor he was compelled to return home no wiser than

  when he had first stood on the summit of the path and looked

  down into the rocky cleft.

  All that evening, however, the thought of his discovery re-

  mained with him. At the eight-o’clock supper of porridge, vegeta-

 
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