CLOSE TO MADNESS, page 15
She was a different kind of contaminant, one that threatened to shatter the entire laboratory.
Earlier, watching her arrive for the ceremony, Marcus had seen not a threat, but an opportunity. A perfect, elegant solution. She would become another victim of the medicine, another tragic accident that would only serve to deepen the mystery and send the other police scrambling in the wrong direction.
He had arranged the dose just an hour ago. He had known she was coming. His carefully placed listening device in Captain Yazzie’s office—a tiny digital recorder concealed behind a loose power outlet, planted during a feigned visit to ask for public records weeks ago—had paid off beautifully. He had listened remotely as the captain made the call to the roadman, Joseph Begay, to secure a place for "Anna Chee's daughter." He knew the time, the location, and the official reason for her attendance.
The information had allowed him to shift from reacting to her investigation to proactively setting a perfect trap.
He had arrived at the Begay homestead well before Kari, parking his car down the road and approaching on foot through the darkness. He knew the roadman’s young assistant, a boy named Leo, from a previous meeting. Marcus had found him near the fire pit, preparing the small bowls for the ceremony.
Approaching him not as a stranger, but as Dr. Alarcon's familiar and friendly associate, Marcus had engaged him in quiet conversation. "The detective is coming tonight, isn't she? Anna Chee's daughter," Marcus had said, his tone one of respectful gravity. "Dr. Alarcon heard and felt it was very important. She asked me to bring this for the detective."
From his pocket, he had produced a small clay vessels, identical to the ones the assistant was preparing. "This is a special preparation," Marcus had explained, his voice a low, confidential whisper. "It's for grief. It will help her connect with her mother's spirit. Dr. Alarcon wanted to be sure she received a blessed medicine suited to her needs. The roadman understands."
It was a lie built on a foundation of truth. The roadman, Joseph Begay, did know Kari was coming to seek guidance for her grief. The young assistant, eager to please and play a role in a significant spiritual event, saw only a thoughtful gesture from the respected university team. He had taken the special cup without question, setting it aside for the honored guest. Marcus had simply observed from the darkness, watching the boy become the unwitting instrument of his plan, his own hands perfectly clean.
Kari had taken the cup without question. It was so simple. People wanted to believe.
Now, he watched her struggle. Her reaction was even stronger than he had anticipated. The dose, calibrated for her body weight and what he assumed was a high tolerance for stress, was working beautifully. She was completely untethered from reality.
It was time to guide the experiment to its conclusion.
He stepped out from the shadows, his movements slow and non-threatening. He kept his face cast in shadow, his posture open and helpful.
“Are you lost?” he asked, his voice soft, calm. The voice of a helper.
Kari’s head snapped toward him. Her eyes were wide, her pupils dilated to black pools. He could see the terror and confusion warring in her expression. She couldn’t see him clearly, he knew. To her, he would be a shape, a presence, a voice in the swirling chaos.
“Who… who are you?” she stammered, her body swaying.
“I’m a friend,” he said, taking another slow step toward her. “I was at the ceremony. I saw you leave. You looked like you were in distress. I was worried about you.” He was building a narrative she could latch onto, a simple story of a concerned stranger.
“I saw her,” Kari mumbled, her words slurred. “My mother… and the other one… the doctor.”
“The medicine can show us many things,” he said, his tone sympathetic, pastoral. He was a scientist playing the part of a shaman, and he found he was very good at it. “Sometimes the visions are overwhelming. It’s easy to get turned around out here. The desert can be dangerous if you’re not with a guide.”
He was close to her now. He could smell the sweat of her fear. It was… interesting.
“You’re sick,” he said, a statement of fact. “Your body is having a difficult time with the medicine. It happens. We need to get you somewhere safe, somewhere you can rest until it passes.”
“Ben…” she whispered, the name a faint plea.
“Ben?” Marcus asked, feigning confusion. “Is he a friend of yours? We can find him later. Right now, we need to get you away from here. There is a place, a high place, where the air is clearer. It will help. The spirits of the canyon are strong there. They can help guide your spirit back to your body.” He was weaving her own beliefs into his deception, using her culture as a weapon against her. It was, he thought, a beautifully ironic application of his ethnobotanical studies.
He reached out and gently took her arm. She flinched at his touch but didn’t pull away. She was weak, suggestible. Perfect.
“Come,” he said, his voice a gentle but firm command. “This way. I’ll help you.”
He began to lead her out of the clearing, away from the direction of the ceremony. He led her west, toward the cliffs. It was the same path he had intended for Jerome Natanii, though that one had been clumsily rushed. This time, it would be perfect.
“Where are we going?” she asked, her feet stumbling over the uneven ground.
“To a place of power,” he said soothingly. “A place where you can see for miles. The spirits like high places. It helps them see the whole picture.” It was a line he had read in one of Dr. Alarcon’s interview transcripts with an elder. It felt good to use it, to wield it.
The detective was docile now, her will completely subsumed by the drug and his guidance. She trusted him. He was her shepherd, and he was leading his lost lamb to the edge of the abyss. A sense of intellectual triumph began building within him. He had outmaneuvered a detective, turned her own investigation into the instrument of her demise.
He had protected the research. He had protected Dr. Alarcon’s legacy.
He looked at the woman leaning on his arm, her head bowed, her steps faltering. She was a detective, a formidable one, they said. But in the end, she was just another variable he had learned to control. Another flawed data point about to be permanently deleted. The thought was deeply, satisfyingly peaceful
CHAPTER TWENTY SIX
The world was a fractured, unreliable thing, but the arm supporting her was steady. The man—the friend who had found her in the clearing—was her only anchor in a sea of swirling darkness and terrifying visions. His voice was a calm, reassuring murmur against the chaos roaring in her mind.
“Easy now,” he said, his grip firm on her bicep. “Just focus on my voice. We’re almost there. A high place. The air is clearer up there.”
Kari leaned on him, her legs clumsy and disobedient. She tried to make sense of what was happening. One moment, she was seeing her mother, the next, the faces of the dead. The hallucinations were a torment, leaving behind a residue of grief and confusion.
“I saw them,” she mumbled, her tongue thick and slow. “All of them. Maria… Jerome…”
“The medicine shows us what our spirit needs to see,” the man said. “It brings the pain to the surface so it can be released. You’re going through a powerful healing, but your body is fighting it. You just need to rest. Let the journey happen.”
His words were a soothing balm on her frayed nerves. He understood. He wasn't afraid of what was happening to her. He was a guide. She felt a wave of gratitude for this kind stranger.
They walked on, his steady presence the only thing keeping her from collapsing. The path grew narrower, the ground more treacherous.
“I was a cop,” she said suddenly, the thought bubbling up from some deep, half-forgotten part of herself. “I am a cop.”
“I know,” he said gently. “You’re a detective. A strong one. But everyone needs help sometimes. Even the strongest of us can get lost in the dark.”
She wasn’t alarmed at him knowing who she was. In her altered state, it felt right. Of course he knew. He was a helper. He knew things. But a small, sober part of her mind, a tiny, flickering ember of the detective she was, snagged on the word 'lost.'
“Like the others,” she whispered. “They all got lost.”
“Yes,” he said, his voice still calm, still reassuring. “It’s a tragedy when it happens. The spirit wanders too far from the fire’s protection, and the body can’t find its way back.”
They were climbing now, the effort making her gasp for breath. The air did feel thinner. She could feel a vast, open emptiness to her left.
“You’re a scientist,” she said, another random fact floating to the surface. It was a memory from the clearing, from before her mother had appeared. The white lab coat. Alarcon. But this wasn’t a woman. The arm holding her was strong, male. The voice was male. The picture wasn’t fitting together.
“I’m a student of the medicine,” he corrected her gently. “Like Dr. Alarcon. We are all just trying to understand its power.”
The name—Alarcon—spoken by him, was a key turning in a rusty lock. Her mind flashed back to another voice. A younger, nervous voice on the intercom in Alarcon’s office. Marcus?
She stopped, trying to pull her arm away, a sudden, cold dread piercing the hallucinatory fog. She looked at him, really looked at him, squinting to force his face into focus in the pale moonlight. The friendly, generic features of the ‘helper’ sharpened, resolved.
The wire-rimmed glasses. The sharp, intelligent face. The nervous energy now replaced by a chilling, absolute calm.
It was Marcus Stone.
The realization hit her like a bucket of ice water. The kind stranger, the helpful guide—it was all a lie. This was the assistant. The boy from the basement office. The liar from the greenhouse logs.
“You,” she breathed, the word full of dawning horror.
He smiled then, a slow, terrible smile that did not reach his eyes. It was a look of intellectual triumph, of smug satisfaction.
“Me,” he said, his voice losing its pastoral tone, becoming crisp and clinical. “It seems the cognitive effects are beginning to wear off. Fascinating. The data from your reaction has been most illuminating, Detective.”
He released her arm. Without his support, she staggered, nearly falling. The rage came then, a pure, white-hot fire that burned through the last of the drug’s disorienting effects.
“It’s over, Stone,” she snarled, trying to draw herself up, to find the authority her poisoned body could no longer sustain. She lunged for him, her hands clumsy, reaching for a wrist, a shirt, anything to hold onto.
He sidestepped her with an easy, fluid grace, as if avoiding a child’s needy grasp. Her hands closed on nothing but cold night air. She stumbled, catching her balance just in time.
“Over?” he asked with a condescending chuckle. He took a few steps back. “I don’t think so. I think this is just reaching its final, predictable conclusion.”
He turned and began to walk away, not running, but moving at a calm, deliberate pace, heading deeper into the darkness along the narrow, rocky path. It was a clear, arrogant invitation. Follow me.
And she did. The rage, the need for justice, it overrode everything. She would not let him get away.
“You’re not getting away,” she gasped, lurching after him, her feet stumbling on the loose scree.
He glanced back over his shoulder, the moonlight catching the glint of his glasses. “Then you'll have to catch me, won't you?”
He was playing with her, using her own determination as a leash. But right now, she didn't give a damn what he had planned. He wasn't getting away, no matter what
CHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN
Ben moved through the sparse juniper trees, his service weapon drawn. Panic was a wild animal clawing at the inside of his chest, but he forced it down, caging it with years of training and discipline.
He could not afford to be frantic. He had to be methodical. He had to think.
He was running on instinct now, a deep, primal knowledge of the land guiding his feet. He could feel the ground begin to change, becoming rockier, the vegetation thinning out. He could hear the vast, empty silence of the canyon ahead.
He was getting closer. The thought did not bring relief, but only a sharper, more urgent dread.
He slowed his pace, his boots making almost no sound on the rocky ground. He moved from shadow to shadow, his senses straining, listening for anything other than the mournful whisper of the wind. A voice. A scuffle. A single, sharp cry.
He heard nothing.
I’m too late. The thought made him feel sick. He had failed her. The image of Kari’s face, her determined expression as she outlined her dangerous plan, flashed in his mind. He had let her go. He had stood at a distance while she walked into the fire.
He pushed through a final line of trees and stopped, his heart seizing in his chest. He was at the edge of the clearing where Jerome Natanii had gone over. The cliff edge was a black, jagged line against the stars, a hungry mouth waiting to swallow the careless.
And standing just a few feet from that edge were two figures.
One was Kari, her posture slumped, her head down. She was swaying on her feet like a lone stalk of corn in a high wind. The other was a taller figure, a man, standing just behind her. His hand was out, not touching her, but hovering near her back, as if ready to give a small, gentle, irreversible nudge.
Ben didn’t shout. He didn’t want to startle Kari, to cause her to lose the precarious balance she held. He just drew a deep breath, the cold air burning his lungs, and stepped out from the trees into the pale, accusatory moonlight.
The man saw him instantly. His head snapped up, his face a pale oval of shocked disbelief in the darkness. It was the kid from the university. The assistant. Marcus Stone. In that split second, every theory, every suspicion, coalesced into a single, horrifying certainty.
Stone froze for a heartbeat, his plan shattered. Then, his expression twisted into a mask of pure fury. He turned and bolted, not back toward Ben, but away, along the cliff edge, disappearing into the trees.
Ben had a choice. A terrible, split-second choice. Go after the killer, or go to Kari. He looked at her. She was still swaying, oblivious, dangerously close to the abyss. The choice was no choice at all.
“Kari!” he yelled, his voice raw.
He rushed forward, holstering his weapon as he ran. He closed the distance in three long strides and grabbed her, his arms wrapping around her waist, pulling her back from the edge with a force that made her cry out in surprise. She was unnervingly light in his arms. He dragged her back twenty feet, away from the yawning emptiness, until they were safely in the middle of the rocky clearing.
He held her by the shoulders, his hands firm. “Kari, it’s me. It’s Ben. You’re safe.”
Her eyes were wide, unfocused, her pupils huge black pools that swallowed the starlight. “Ben?” she whispered, her voice slurred. “He… it was him. Stone.”
“I know,” he said. “I saw him. He’s gone. You’re safe now.”
But then a flicker of her old self, the detective, burned through the fog. “No,” she said, her voice suddenly strong. “No, you have to go. You have to get him. He can’t get away.”
“I’m not leaving you,” he said, his voice resolute. “Not like this.”
“You have to!” she insisted, pushing weakly against his chest. “He’s the killer, Ben! He’s everything! If we lose him now, we lose the whole case. Go!”
He was torn. Leaving her in this state felt like a profound betrayal of his duty as her partner, as her friend. But she was right. If Stone escaped, if he reached his car, he could be gone forever. He could destroy evidence, disappear, and knowing his identity would bring little consolation.
He looked at her, at the fierce determination burning in her eyes, a tiny flame of her true self fighting through the poison. He made a decision.
“Stay here,” he said. “Sit down. Do not move from this spot.”
He drew his weapon again and, with one last look at Kari, turned and sprinted into the darkness where Stone had fled.
The chase was on. Ben moved with a speed and certainty born of rage and adrenaline. Stone had a head start, but Ben had the land in his blood. He could see the path the other man had taken—a trail of broken branches, scuffed rocks, and panicked, clumsy footprints. Stone was a city boy, a creature of labs and libraries.
Out here, in the dark, he was the prey.
Ben ran, his lungs burning. It wasn't long before he could hear Stone ahead of him, crashing through the underbrush, his panic making him loud and careless. The sounds were getting closer.
He burst into another clearing just in time to see Stone fumbling to unlock the door of a small, dark sedan parked on a hidden access road—a getaway car. He was less than fifty yards away.
“Police! Stop!” Ben yelled, his voice booming through the night.
Stone spun around, dropping the keys. He sank to his knees and began patting the ground for them. Then, glancing up at Ben with a look of fear, he abandoned his attempt to find the keys and instead plunged back into the trees, this time heading down a steep, wooded ravine.
A foolish move. The terrain was treacherous, a tangle of loose rocks and roots.
Ben didn't hesitate. He followed, half-sliding, half-running down the steep incline, using the trees for balance. He was faster, more agile in this environment. He was gaining on Stone. He could hear Stone’s ragged, desperate gasps for breath just ahead.
Ben reached the bottom of the ravine. A small, dry creek bed snaked through it. Stone was scrambling up the other side, his hands clawing at the loose dirt for purchase.
Ben was on him in seconds. He tackled him hard, a full-body impact that drove the air from Stone’s lungs with a pained grunt. They rolled in the dirt and gravel, a tangle of limbs and fury. Stone was stronger than he looked, wiry and fueled by a desperate, cornered-animal strength.

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